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2013-10-06 - -
2013-10-06 - -
2013-10-01 - When your friend is an ass
2013-09-27 - Starting again here .,. Saying good bye to R.
2011-12-29 - Chaotic timeframes and just feeling now under the weather
2011-12-29 - Chaotic timeframes and just feeling now under the weather
2011-11-20 - Life is doing ok...better then it had been for now :o)
2011-11-20 - Life is doing ok...better then it had been for now :o)
2011-09-24 - just kinda blah with life in general
2011-09-24 - just kinda blah with life in general
2011-09-11 - Why do parents not care for their kids well????
2011-09-01 - Scott, more new lawyer's letters....
2011-08-30 - Doing ok
2011-08-28 - Church stuff and weddings
2011-08-20 - We don't really argue very well.... things are ok though now I think
2011-08-19 - Tonight ... Not nearly enough to keep busy at
2011-08-19 - Tonight ... Not nearly enough to keep busy at
2011-08-19 - Looking at the Future at bit
2011-08-08 - Updates.... and some thoughts
2011-07-26 - Failure... :o/
2011-07-24 - Dissapointed in a \"friend\"
2011-07-23 - Job Interviews and a Wedding to assist in officiating at today
2011-07-17 - Job interview???
2011-07-06 - Brief Update
2011-06-26 - Not getting much done...
2011-06-08 - Trying with the Church..and it doesn't seem healthy..
2011-05-31 - DMin ....declined....a REALLY bad day
2011-05-31 - Not feeling great today....
2011-05-30 - The women he use to chase....
2011-05-27 - The Church
2011-05-25 - Challenges....I am trying ... The Church
2011-05-14 - This, that and the other thing, just an update
2011-05-10 - A few things about my parents, and life around here these days
2011-05-01 - Time to downsize..........
2011-04-29 - Looking at having to work rather then going to school
2011-04-27 - Sprituality and faith...school has started again for the Spring term.
2011-04-26 - Final Mark for my Thesis is now in
2011-04-26 - Final Mark for my Thesis is now in
2011-04-26 - Final Mark for my Thesis is now in
2011-04-20 - Pretty Ok day...kind of quiet...
2011-04-18 - Learning, part of the journey and trust
2011-04-17 - the rest of the story...
2011-04-17 - Another fight
2011-04-15 - Fighting feeling blah
2011-04-15 - Fighting feeling blah
2011-04-13 - Life in general, quiet, finances and challenges as usual
2011-04-09 - Jenny, school stuff...finding somethings to focus on that are not school
2011-04-03 - Plans for the Movies - A sunday afternoon out
2011-04-03 - Plans for the Movies - A sunday afternoon out
2011-04-03 - Plans for the Movies - A sunday afternoon out
2011-04-03 - A few days out in nature, dogs and appointmens needing to be booked, trying to get organized
2011-03-30 - Thesis done, and other stuff
2011-03-27 - Feeling out of it.....
2011-03-23 - Former Church is just plain SICK - Fired their organist no notice
2011-03-22 - struggles and stuff....upcoming work for courses, etc.
2011-03-20 - Too much sleeping, a headache and time to sort out life
2011-03-13 - Computer recovery, school, and re-discovering my faith life
2011-03-12 - Creationist Theology - newer view given the recent japan disasters
2011-03-11 - Busy...but moved
2011-03-07 - Off to the doctor, Roses and the Cat
2011-03-04 - An Ok Morning....unpacking at bit, etc...
2011-03-04 - An Ok Morning....unpacking at bit, etc...
2011-03-02 - Moving, Steve's Melt Downs and My Expecting Respect
2011-02-24 - Moving, etc....
2011-02-22 - Morning MEOWSSS
2011-02-19 - Moving os going along...
2011-02-18 - Moving, V-Day and Homework
2011-02-18 - Moving, V-Day and Homework
2011-02-15 - Valentines...Steve and absolutely no effort
2011-02-13 - Valentine's baking :o)
2011-02-13 - Steve's Meltdown and Boundries...time to set some as enough is enough
2011-02-04 - A quiet day......
2011-02-04 - A bad dream...
2011-02-02 - \"the blond bombshell\"
2011-02-01 - Class, achey and needing more sleep, mom is under the weather...visit with aunt...
2011-01-31 - Upcoming Snow storm, life is ok these days....
2011-01-24 - When Life is Just NOT good....
2011-01-22 - Reading, hot, sleeping...nap?
2011-01-16 - Things are a bit better....sick most of today though
2011-01-16 - rrrr.... when you know he doesn't appreciate you..........
2011-01-15 - Crazy life and Mom asking us to hold off moving....
2011-01-15 - Our trip away and SNOW and LOTS of SNOW
2011-01-15 - Trip to see my oldest son, his family and new grandbaby tomorrow :o)
2011-01-12 - A blah day....just one of those things
2011-01-09 - Deleting some \"stuff\" in my life and downsizing to share it with others
2011-01-08 - Starting to move stuff to the house.....
2011-01-07 - Baby Emily arrived, and an out of it kind of day
2011-01-04 - Some Good News finally and the stresses of thinking about moving AGAIN...
2011-01-02 - Moving..the final choice....and Soon Coming - Baby Emily
2011-01-01 - Happy New Year!
2011-01-01 - Happy New Years! So far so good!
2010-12-29 - Image of the sparrow....
2010-12-27 - TV from sites on the net...watching CTV :o)
2010-12-26 - Christmas was nice, life changes are too hard though
2010-12-24 - Turkey, stuffing and reflections on relationships....
2010-12-23 - Jenny's birthday!
2010-12-20 - Bad News.....student loans fell through :o(
2010-12-20 - Bad News.....student loans fell through :o(
2010-12-15 - Good news with school and some challenges financially...
2010-12-12 - Things here are pretty quiet, doing ok....
2010-12-09 - Good News!!
2010-12-05 - #3 - bit better evening...tired & time for bed
2010-12-05 - #2 - Feeling kind of blah
2010-12-05 - #2 - Feeling kind of blah
2010-12-05 - The Ugly Duckling
2010-12-03 - Final marks now back in 2 courses...I have done well :o)
2010-12-02 - 101 things it seems...lots on the go mentally at least..good things though
2010-11-29 - Jenny :o) And health and school stuff
2010-11-28 - #2 -
2010-11-28 - Funny faces and unkind comments
2010-11-27 - People, friendships, etc....
2010-11-26 - Discoveries about the past...
2010-11-25 - up early, sleeping, waking up too early and I would like a holiday
2010-11-24 - The Journey
2010-11-24 - Christmas plans some thoughts....
2010-11-22 - A little under the weather...lots of work to do this week!!!
2010-11-21 - Walking right back into the family system...ummm well.....
2010-11-21 - Steve's Mother.....I really can't stand his family....
2010-11-19 - News of a financial bursary for next term :o)
2010-11-19 - Classes almost done, stress of moving
2010-11-17 - worrying...not a good thing to do
2010-11-17 - Getting there...
2010-11-14 - Wondering what the future might look like...
2010-11-13 - Working on a presentation for Grief counseling....
2010-11-13 - Relationship scaled as 6.5 to 7 ...not great
2010-11-10 - Course stuff, a visit with Donna and my neighbour's new baby boy
2010-11-08 - Things of today, handing over the challenges...it's about time
2010-11-07 - Seeing Jenny, going to a movie, brief reflection on moving further way from my family
2010-11-06 - A nice evening at the little house
2010-11-06 - Moving stuff to our house, and having fun with a family case analysis for school
2010-11-05 - Student Disability..Hurray I can go to school now!!
2010-11-04 - Processing reading..a few challenges..but doing ok
2010-11-04 - Learning how systems function, including family systems - Virginia Satir
2010-11-03 - Where faith stands....
2010-11-01 - A Lament from my Grief course...a good process in the end
2010-10-30 - Turning around..time to spend some time with God
2010-10-30 - Off work, doing ok, focus now needs to be on school, some thoughts on moving
2010-10-28 - A rougher day today....coping seems harder
2010-10-27 - A Theological Reflection - written for one of my courses..and thoughts about a close friend it is time to go and visit
2010-10-26 - #2 - Hope despite those at my former job..and a sign from God
2010-10-26 - Upset at work and Work is now ended
2010-10-24 - Jen's Graduation - Course work....and learning
2010-10-22 - The challenges at work.....
2010-10-21 - School challenges, Work which is not so nice, and us stuff
2010-10-14 - Debt and being determined to beat it....things will work out
2010-10-13 - Learning..and loving it...new pathways opening and new adventures :o)
2010-10-11 - tonight it is time to relax, saw Jenny, school and theology...time to renew
2010-10-10 - Nice guy....and chaos
2010-10-09 - Eviction Notice....
2010-10-05 - Visit to my house, school stuff, etc.
2010-10-04 - Courses, student loans, my house, etc
2010-09-30 - Things are not good at work - meeting tomorrow with my bosses...not good.....
2010-09-27 - school...busy it seems
2010-09-24 - Things that are happening these days- warning negative somewhat
2010-09-21 - School, mom & dad's offer to help, etc.......
2010-09-19 - School, work, crazy schedules!!!!
2010-09-13 - Starting Classes and Applying for a new Job :o)
2010-09-12 - Disposable employees.... not a great feeling
2010-09-11 - Challenges.
2010-09-09 - Attitude changes at work?? seems good?...Steve's stolen license plates
2010-09-08 - Work, Chaos and Faith
2010-09-07 - Steve's family issues, School Prep, Work scedules....etc..
2010-09-06 - A Good day :o)
2010-09-05 - Work schedule, school, us, etc.
2010-09-03 - Enrolling in Fall Courses :o) and work stuff
2010-09-02 - Employment, the church, re-evaluating what is important really
2010-09-02 - Going to the little house..feeling like I just need a break from stuff
2010-08-30 - Getting No Where..and still going in circles...sigh
2010-08-28 - Things are going well with My family anyways :o)
2010-08-27 - Steve walks away from his family to be with me....
2010-08-25 - Working on Us.... things will end up ok I think after a number of days and alot of hours talking
2010-08-24 - Steve, ok but not great, looking at moving, work hours likely changing again soon...meeting tomorrow
2010-08-23 - Limits and Boundries....it is time to set some with Steve
2010-08-22 - Steve now remembers what his family is like...his second thoughts now about us :o)
2010-08-22 - Saw Steve... it was time together but things have changed
2010-08-21 - Psychologically and Emotionally Crashing
2010-08-19 - trying to keep busy...getting rid of stuff and cleaning just to focus on something to cope
2010-08-19 - Steve, chat, trailer signing over, endings to protect myself
2010-08-19 - Steve - no contact at all
2010-08-18 - OUCH...and it just is over?
2010-08-17 - Steve's job search...frustrating....finances..same mess as always
2010-08-15 - A Fight finally...and plans for future schooling I think
2010-08-12 - SICK...Work...Off...Work....
2010-08-12 - Sick
2010-08-09 - Some furniture for the little house and my job....
2010-08-08 - Going to School???
2010-08-07 - Feeling a bit blue....
2010-08-04 - Work, Education, Upcoming Work changes, etc.....
2010-08-02 - A further plan for going back to school if needed
2010-08-01 - Happy visiting the little house and friends..thinking about further education....
2010-08-01 - Happy visiting the little house and friends..thinking about further education....
2010-07-31 - Feeling pretty good!
2010-07-31 - Work...things that are not good are coming......etc......
2010-07-30 - Really bad news...and maybe some hope in the right places finally
2010-07-22 - Medical tests.....
2010-07-21 - Work...and new pathways that need to be searched out
2010-07-19 - The last day of my holidays....bored....
2010-07-14 - Church..some thoughts...relationship and finances these days are ok
2010-07-14 - Life is ok now and starting holiday time
2010-07-14 - Life is going ok...holidays and plans to clean the apartment
2010-07-08 - Work ...not a healthy place
2010-07-07 - Locking diary soon I think
2010-07-05 - ANGRY.....EX Rated Language...sorry I am MAD
2010-07-01 - Canada Day......events and I am working
2010-07-01 - Muffins and other such things.....
2010-06-28 - well...challenges....
2010-06-26 - Cab for work.....looking for my glasses
2010-06-25 - WORK and More Work
2010-06-25 - Eye infections, and other medical problems
2010-06-23 - Eye infections
2010-06-17 - High Excitment at work..sketchy details due to confidentiality...memories of custody battles.....
2010-06-15 - -
2010-06-15 - -
2010-06-13 - Ok, just some questions about if things are ok
2010-06-12 - Last night's movie night...quiet weekend
2010-06-11 - Better evening last night after getting out, things around here are getting more organized daily
2010-06-10 - Steve...bugged....tired...
2010-06-10 - The Play \"Avita\" and plans for today
2010-06-09 - This morning, taking time, Steve, finding things for the day to do
2010-06-08 - Flashback and Grief....memories but settled down finally
2010-06-07 - First Day of Holidays.... Apartment Cleaning ...Looks Good!!!
2010-06-07 - Holiday time...not much to do really...
2010-06-06 - This past weekend ...nice
2010-06-05 - #2 - feeling depressed
2010-06-05 - Fight on the Home Front
2010-06-04 - Making up kind of..... looking forward to seeing Steve tomorrow night...hope it goes ok
2010-06-03 - Angry, hurt and ready to walk out
2010-06-03 - Paperwork for support...challenging
2010-06-03 - Support, etc. trip to see duty council..and the depression setting back in
2010-06-01 - #2 - Baby chinchillas finding a new home
2010-06-01 - Someone special to share life with
2010-05-31 - Several deaths...and my really poor response to Steve
2010-05-30 - Jenny, concerns, legal stuff, etc.
2010-05-29 - Longing for home....
2010-05-29 - Changing focuses to hobbies.....
2010-05-28 - Suprise dinner and mowing the lawn
2010-05-26 - Doing Ok.......and trying to find some holiday time
2010-05-23 - Apartment living .... It is TOO small
2010-05-21 - Unsettled.
2010-05-21 - Unsettled.....relationship stuff
2010-05-21 - The Work Appraisel. .. I did ok! .....
2010-05-20 - #2 - Work and choices....and time to get healthy
2010-05-19 - Work - more bull and ending it
2010-05-19 - Nikki our dog, Steve working, todays plans
2010-05-17 - Update ...Baby bunnies...
2010-05-16 - Baby bunnies....
2010-05-15 - Movie watching, applying to a new job, etc.
2010-05-12 - Hands are full - life is full too
2010-05-10 - Steve.....and me
2010-05-10 - Steve.....and me
2010-05-10 - Things here are not good.
2010-05-09 - Work event, visit with Jane and life in general
2010-05-08 - Jonathan, etc.
2010-05-07 - Things are getting a bit worse......
2010-05-05 - Job Interviews, moving, relationships and us
2010-05-02 - Work, upcoming Dad's b-day, Mother's day, gardening and my little house
2010-05-01 - More financial holes....
2010-04-30 - At my house working and relaxing
2010-04-26 - Weekend ok, taxes...done
2010-04-24 - Autism and Employment
2010-04-24 - An Upset with Jenny, looking for work and moving ?
2010-04-18 - starting to pack and chaos and smiles
2010-04-13 - Telling off my mom....
2010-04-13 - Looking at Quiting my Job
2010-04-05 - A Bible Question and faith life
2010-04-04 - Easter morning
2010-04-03 - Easter weekend plans
2010-04-01 - Some decisions like Rent...
2010-03-31 - Lost....
2010-03-29 - ZZZ's and heading back to bed
2010-03-27 - dreaming of shopping
2010-03-27 - Ok, Steve's sick, financial challenges...decisions???
2010-03-21 - The little house.....well......ok but not so good
2010-03-20 - Going to my house to clean it up and do repairs in the morning
2010-03-19 - Feeling kinda blah..and a bit confused about making decissions
2010-03-18 - Life is doing ok...at least some parts are good!
2010-03-14 - House vs. Apartment vs. job
2010-03-13 - Bored, nothing really wrong but just winter Blahs I guess.....
2010-03-07 - Things seem to be ok so far
2010-02-26 - That was short lived....happiness..sigh
2010-02-24 - A Nice Suprise this morning! :o)
2010-02-24 - Life is going ok...some progress and looking at old issues...to start dealing some with them
2010-02-19 - Online
2010-02-06 - Steve's mean family..and his nice actions and efforts
2010-02-04 - A Basic Good day :o)
2010-02-03 - Ok Day but getting a cold..and tired
2010-02-02 - Officially Moved :o)
2010-01-29 - Steve is still here..... :o)
2010-01-28 - Steve's with me :o) for now
2010-01-27 - choices...hard day
2010-01-25 - Steve...moving, unpacking..update
2010-01-16 - Moving the end
2010-01-14 - He really doesn't care...or can't I guess
2010-01-14 - He really doesn't care...or can't I guess
2010-01-10 - Taking care of some basics for self care
2010-01-10 - Upset..stress..moving..lack of trust
2010-01-04 - Feelings and Choices...
2009-12-29 - A mystery letter and stress.....
2009-12-29 - My Birthday...made it to 40!
2009-12-26 - Terrific Christmas Eve and Christmas Day......some future worries.....
2009-12-25 - Christmas....and the gift that wasn't under the tree..... (not a bad thing though in the end)
2009-12-24 - Steve's stories...the ones that are not the truth
2009-12-24 - Plans and Chaos and Confusion...and Christmas
2009-12-21 - Feeling Paranoid......
2009-12-21 - Dates between crisis stuff in our relationship
2009-12-21 - Back in Big trouble..or was it ever anything else but that......
2009-12-19 - A Christmas Story - Adventures With Grandma
2009-12-17 - Rough stuff and Christmas
2009-12-17 - Steve Ends Us.....
2009-12-16 - Christmas, Crisis stuff, Tears and Relationships that need to end
2009-12-12 - Choices.....
2009-12-08 - Well we made up....I think maybe?
2009-12-07 - Angry.....and finally speaking my mind
2009-12-06 - Christmas planning, etc.
2009-12-02 - Slowing down..just slightly
2009-11-29 - The Flu and feeling stressed
2009-11-27 - Lies and Being Hurt .....and REALLY SCARED
2009-11-24 - Our Newest Pet
2009-11-16 - Packing and stress
2009-11-14 - Steve's bike.....
2009-11-13 - Good bye house....
2009-11-13 - A new Job interview & close by!!! ... :o)
2009-11-09 - Midnight shifts.....
2009-10-31 - Reconciliation and Us
2009-10-30 - I Can Leave Now...
2009-10-28 - Not feeling well and fed up actually.....
2009-10-28 - Things were ok today in the end....
2009-10-27 - Overwhelmed.....
2009-10-26 - A Good Day but feeling blue...don't read..it's not worth it today
2009-10-24 - Early Morning thoughts...figuring out life again
2009-10-23 - Connected and his best friend
2009-10-23 - The House, Steve and Bad behaviours
2009-10-22 - Being Yelled At....
2009-10-22 - Worries, positive and the future
2009-10-20 - Love ...when it doesn't say I love you
2009-10-19 - Not Content with my relationship with Steve at this point
2009-10-15 - Bikes, days to play, work and other things :o)
2009-10-12 - Dream that made me wake up to feeling a bit sad
2009-10-08 - Up in the middle of the night.....thinking TOO hard
2009-10-03 - New Pets....and home life
2009-09-30 - On the RUN
2009-09-29 - Feeling a bit off....brr it is cold
2009-09-29 - 1/2 a smile.....
2009-12-27 - Nintendo, working and birthday plans....
2009-12-27 - the Fair, couple time and Jen's visiting
2009-09-24 - Radical thoughts....irrational really....sigh
2009-09-24 - More Financial problems....shakes her head...sigh
2009-09-24 - Challenge and positives..the struggle
2009-09-23 - Figuring out why I was not feeling well yesterday
2009-09-22 - Hamsters & a Blah day
2009-09-22 - Ticked Off
2009-09-20 - Getting along, holiday thoughts and other stuff
2009-09-19 - Awake, confused and just plain tired....
2009-09-18 - Edited out the negatives..or tried..working on it
2009-09-17 - \"I miss you\" and finding out what a welcome back lookes like :o)
2009-09-17 - Lif e at the moment is far to complex...
2009-09-16 - Thinking about changes....maybe
2009-09-16 - Hurt...questions...
2009-09-16 - Starting again.....
2009-09-03 - I Love him.....and the financial mess....
2009-08-31 - The Newest Addition to the House....
2009-08-31 - Feeling a bit better anyways......
2009-08-30 - Models and other nude photos.....
2009-08-29 - Not sleeping..some time to re-evaluate
2009-08-29 - Some Life Questions.....
2009-08-26 - Not caring....
2009-08-26 - He really hurt me this time round
2009-08-23 - Summer is almost over
2009-08-21 - Plans for a day off...what to do... :)
2009-08-20 - Jen and slowing down some
2009-08-16 - Words...and not good ones...the first fight in a while
2009-08-09 - A Good Day Outing
2009-08-07 - Visiting, old church life, new job life...some things to work on
2009-08-05 - waking up & doggies
2009-08-05 - Work...bumps in the road
2009-08-04 - Feeling uncomfortable
2009-08-04 - Healthy balance..relationships reassessed overall
2009-08-03 - Feeling better and biking
2009-08-02 - Grumpy
2009-08-02 - Biking and My faith life...
2009-07-29 - Devotionals & work
2009-07-26 - Things are settling well...I am happy with it :)
2009-07-24 - Feeling better
2009-07-22 - Broken
2009-07-15 - Another Talk, we are together......
2009-07-14 - Stressed
2009-07-10 - Working things through
2009-07-07 - OUCH!
2009-06-30 - Daytime Nap
2009-06-26 - Cameras, hair dye and other such activities
2009-06-23 - Glad to be home
2009-06-16 - Beginnings of an ending
2009-06-13 - Moving more stuff...
2009-06-07 - A rocky but good day :)
2009-05-29 - More talks........hard to see the future
2009-05-27 - working..exhausted
2009-05-24 - home
2009-05-18 - Not anough hours to sleep
2009-05-12 - -
2009-05-11 - Mother's day...um...if you had a good one don't read this entry
2009-05-08 - Back on the net
2009-05-06 - Something he did to just make me feel better
2009-05-04 - Things are changing yet again...
2009-04-14 - Playing on the computer, and other such stuff
2009-04-14 - Working Midnights, and other such stuff
2009-04-12 - Actively questionable behavious...sad to say
2009-04-12 - Actively questionable behavious...sad to say
2009-03-30 - A Surprise Question
2009-03-27 - ANNOYED
2009-03-22 - Life is doing ok I think ...busy as usual
2009-03-18 - Home sick already.....and I still live here
2009-03-13 - Accepting life as it is suppose to be....
2009-03-09 - Crash and burn relationship....oh well...and I am beat!
2009-03-08 - A Good Couple of days.....
2009-03-03 - BUSY and THEN SOME...wow....
2009-03-01 - good-byes kinda are hard....
2009-02-28 - Life is good...and busy!
2009-02-25 - Job is done, next one beginning
2009-02-24 - Church...meeting tonight with the Bishop, etc. and wardens
2009-02-23 - Men? I don't get it..... maybe I never will
2009-02-23 - Sick....blah
2009-02-23 - A morning of memories...
2009-02-19 - Work update...still wondering....
2009-02-19 - well we talked....I don't know.....
2009-02-19 - Steve Ended Things...
2009-02-17 - Feelings, Area Clergy and Loosing my identity in life...
2009-02-17 - Offers I turn down and a relationship I might like to turn up...neither are happening... LOL oh well
2009-02-17 - Last nights visit, thoughts of family and lack of support, moving, breakfast time
2009-02-16 - Choice to Sit out this time round... his turn
2009-02-15 - Saw the ex, plans for tonight R&R suggested :)
2009-02-15 - Valentine's Day and a Really bad Dream
2009-02-14 - Thinking it might be best to just end it
2009-02-13 - \"I know it is unromantic\"
2009-02-12 - The evening phone call..it was cute
2009-02-11 - Parents....SIGH....OH DEAR....
2009-02-11 - A Good Morning so far
2009-02-09 - A pretty good day after I settled down ....sunset was beautiful :)
2009-02-08 - Heck of a bad day so far....
2009-02-07 - Steve's Mom...the talk
2009-02-07 - Disappointed.......plus
2009-02-06 - -
2009-02-06 - -
2009-02-05 - Good Day
2009-02-05 - Woke up grumpy and tired and achey...grieving starting?? Hard to know
2009-02-05 - Looking at the changes. they look big
2009-02-03 - Crazy Day..but good :)
2009-02-02 - Old Job, New Job
2009-02-01 - feelings I don't know what to do with....
2009-02-01 - feelings I don't know what to do with....
2009-02-01 - A good day out and some more serious conversations....
2009-01-29 - Five positives...kind of....
2009-01-29 - Gosh some people BUG ME
2009-01-29 - Board meeting or and told board of new education interests
2009-01-28 - Prayer Request - churches
2009-01-28 - A day of discussions with doc and things are good
2009-01-28 - Looking at being Single :) - Some New Life Plans
2009-01-27 - OPP visit and John...shakes head, he doesn't get it
2009-01-27 - Todays Events..John bugs me, and some hopeful stuff
2009-01-27 - Some wonderings and a good day out yesterday
2009-01-26 - A good and busy day
2009-01-25 - Prayers...answered....with a bit of a suprise I think
2009-01-24 - Thoughts and tonight
2009-01-23 - More Chaos at work and the adventures of life :)
2009-01-23 - The mistaken X rated meeting...oops...but it was funny anyways
2009-01-22 - Continuing reflection and hope
2009-01-21 - Telling about the events of the weekend & moving on
2009-01-21 - Plans for sharing furniture by giving it away
2009-01-21 - Hope...
2009-01-20 - oh dear..john moved stuff out now
2009-01-19 - Conclusions.....time to wrap some things up
2009-01-19 - Making some very hard decissions....
2009-01-19 - Feeling slightly better today..little off track though
2009-01-18 - Feeling pretty rough
2009-01-17 - John is Gone.....Police Escorted to leave
2009-01-16 - Happy in personal life, work is toxic, life is good though..I am finally happy :)
2009-01-14 - Working on day to day living process stuff with Steve...it is ok :)
2009-01-13 - Bedtime before going out later tonight...I am beat now...
2009-01-13 - Text with no Anwser....
2009-01-11 - Time to Re-evaluate on an adult responsible level
2009-01-11 - Church issues and making some decisisions on how to act
2009-01-11 - Thoughts and a few more sentimental wonderings
2009-01-10 - Wilf (no thanks), John (divorce papers), Steve (his family), Eleanor (Confidentiality...um..)
2009-01-10 - Wilf (no thanks), John (divorce papers), Steve (his family), Eleanor (Confidentiality...um..)
2009-01-10 - I Get it...Can I do Anything to make a dent?
2009-01-10 - A Party, New plans for returning to my diet, and Steve...some thoughts
2009-01-09 - Biology & a realization
2009-01-09 - Endings 1, 2 & 3... = SINGLE lol sigh
2009-01-07 - Some Big Changes in Life
2009-01-06 - The End is Near...court stuff ending, marriage done too
2009-01-05 - Prayers Needed - And a Lawyer of some form.....
2009-01-05 - a better day... feeling more settled
2009-01-05 - Transference and counter transference - or was it actually falling in love????
2009-01-05 - Later night after thoughts....
2009-01-05 - Middle of the Night entry..yawn
2009-01-04 - 2009 POSTIVES
2009-01-04 - Thanks but no thanks...and feeling a bit tired out now
2009-01-04 - Turn over any new leaf for a while anyways
2009-01-03 - Giving Up on Life
2009-01-03 - New Photo on D-land
2009-01-02 - Going back to work
2009-01-01 - 4 am wake up yawn
2008-12-31 - Feeling a bit better
2008-12-31 - He called.....
2008-12-31 - Sense of Overwhelming Anxiousness..and un-ease
2008-12-31 - Trying to understand ethics
2008-12-31 - The final step in this crisis with Steve and his family
2008-12-30 - Kind of Numb
2008-12-30 - Loosing someone close to you
2008-12-29 - Sad
2008-12-29 - The battle that says everything is not quite right
2008-12-28 - My B-day and gifts of thoughtfulness
2008-12-26 - Challenges with his family.....the evening of talking
2008-12-26 - Family Christmas in Stratford today
2008-12-26 - Disappointments and insights
2008-12-24 - x-mas
2008-12-24 - Last Night was GREAT...boy am I tired though now
2008-12-24 - Last Night was GREAT...boy am I tired though now
2008-12-23 - A Good Day I Think....
2008-12-22 - Things are looking up....
2008-12-21 - A Romantic Christmas Story
2008-12-21 - Stary Nights and Christmas lights
2008-12-19 - Finding someone special
2008-12-18 - Ends. And Well.... :)
2008-12-17 - Feeling Better by quite a bit
2008-12-16 - Feeling a bit better at least
2008-12-16 - A possible dyagnosis
2008-12-15 - Chaos and a bit of hope
2008-12-14 - Off Work
2008-12-09 - A Good Day with my nieces and thoughts of Steve
2008-12-06 - Locking my diary - fighting with John, wisdom from my dad, cooking, etc
2008-12-04 - Feeling overwhelmed
2008-12-03 - Good News for a Friend
2008-12-02 - Analysis of a life..and my marriage..and well...whatever else ...Nights....
2008-12-01 - A close call for a friend...things I hope will be ok
2008-12-01 - Christmas Thoughts......
2008-11-29 - And then She called....bad to worse
2008-11-29 - At a loss. Is there anything left I missed?
2008-11-29 - Wondering......
2008-11-29 - The beginning of an ending
2008-11-29 - Jenny & thoughts of sorting out here...Christmas is coming
2008-11-28 - The Weekend is HERE!!
2008-11-26 - Uploading pic site needed.....
2008-11-26 - Naps....sleeping
2008-11-24 - When you try...and it feels like you fail
2008-11-23 - Ignored...living here and alone
2008-11-23 - Wrote too soon.....
2008-11-23 - Busy day, trip the the greenhouse and a relaxing evening
2008-11-23 - Amazing Grace Sunday...working on a sermon..more then that working on faith
2008-11-23 - Sleep... awake.....discovering what to preach/live
2008-11-22 - Digging out the Church...WOW SNOW
2008-11-22 - Snow...hibernation feeling....brrrr
2008-11-21 - Assignments, SNOW and relaxing
2008-11-21 - Shoveling and some smiles
2008-11-21 - SNOW ....stranded home with John :) Life is sometimes very good!!!
2008-11-18 - Down at Mom's
2008-11-17 - Furnace got fixed !
2008-11-16 - Frustrated......
2008-11-15 - Chaos...renovations are starting this week....
2008-11-15 - positives list...lets try that again....
2008-11-15 - A review of yesterday's exception....
2008-11-14 - Councilling topic....feelings
2008-11-12 - Unsettled at home
2008-11-12 - Too much time on my hands.....
2008-11-12 - Affection? ..... What is that again???
2008-11-11 - After work...we actually got out to do some stuff as a couple!!!!! ::)
2008-11-11 - Bad Dream
2008-11-09 - Looking for happiness in the wrong place
2008-11-08 - John's lack of attention....but one good thing to celebrate beyond him
2008-11-08 - John's lack of attention....but one good thing to celebrate beyond him
2008-11-05 - Problems in the bedroom...don't read if it will offend you
2008-11-05 - Food bank announces closing and ours may be next.... :(
2008-11-04 - You Can't Say I Love You
2008-11-03 - Up Early, still have a cold...feeling some better
2008-11-02 - Feelings...feeling sick too, and other stuff in life
2008-11-02 - Still sick and feeling worse
2008-11-02 - sick
2008-11-01 - Sick now...School is going well :)
2008-10-30 - Emotionally hurt as usual :(
2008-10-30 - Day's funeral and other thoughts
2008-10-30 - Cognative therapy..working again on positives
2008-10-30 - Well....... ???
2008-10-28 - fights again and nothing changes..more pressure + brokenness
2008-10-26 - Resting today, maybe tomorrow will be better?
2008-10-26 - Middle of the night trip
2008-10-25 - The Big Fight Tonight
2008-10-25 - When your marriage is looking at ending again
2008-10-24 - Wondering if a new calling is possible for the future
2008-10-22 - Early bad morning and needing a holiday
2008-10-21 - Keep trying
2008-10-21 - A Yucky night
2008-10-21 - New meds, realizing life, analysing work ..and praying
2008-10-20 - When it is time to give up
2008-10-20 - up in the way too early morning
2008-10-19 - Yesterday....it was ok
2008-10-18 - Cooking this morning with Jenny...
2008-10-17 - Hey!!! A good day!!
2008-10-15 - Nighty, nights
2008-10-15 - -
2008-10-15 - Todays list of positives...I am trying still
2008-10-15 - Just skip this entry...
2008-10-14 - Court Today...I got through it
2008-10-14 - Prayer Request - Court
2008-10-13 - Todays 5 positives...still working on it
2008-10-13 - The Upset of the day....sigh
2008-10-12 - Today's attempt at 5 positives
2008-10-11 - Sorry..bad day entry...skip as needed
2008-10-10 - Stratford and away for over night
2008-10-09 - Tonights cooking attempts
2008-10-09 - Today's 5 Positives
2008-10-09 - Taking my house off of the market
2008-10-09 - Moving into the positives..slow but sure
2008-10-08 - Negatives, refocusing on the positives
2008-10-08 - Negatives, refocusing on the positives
2008-10-08 - 5 Positives & yesterdays court adventures
2008-10-06 - Adding to the positives list for today
2008-10-06 - Not too much up this afternoon
2008-10-06 - Working on new ways of thinking....positives 101
2008-10-05 - Solutions rather then seeing only the problems
2008-10-04 - Reacting and wanting to stop doing it
2008-10-04 - Solution Based Therapy
2008-10-03 - Continuing being edgy and not feeling great
2008-10-02 - BUGGED and feeling like a BEAR
2008-10-02 - Melt Down
2008-10-01 - Where I am...Where I would like to be
2008-09-30 - Today's events....
2008-09-29 - Challenges at home, Challenges at work and looking in the wrong spots for answers
2008-09-28 - Bugged and tired
2008-09-27 - The things I should do ...and what the day was really like
2008-09-26 - Feeling on Edge
2008-09-25 - John is moving things and I am not comfortable at all
2008-09-23 - Moving some stuff
2008-09-23 - John...moving a few things in....
2008-09-23 - Logotherapy and Meaning Making in My life
2008-09-22 - Question about adding pics here?
2008-09-21 - Churches, John, blessings and reading
2008-09-21 - Churches, John, blessings and reading
2008-09-21 - Churches, John, blessings and reading
2008-09-21 - Awake in the middle of the night
2008-09-18 - Finally a good day!!!
2008-09-16 - I Hate You
2008-09-16 - Questions, Challenges & Self doubts
2008-09-15 - Finally making some choices
2008-09-13 - Plants, Ex husbands, Plants, Barb, John, BREAKFAST LOL
2008-09-11 - broken as usual
2008-09-10 - Good Morning...tired....
2008-09-09 - Another night of an arguement...sigh wish these would stop
2008-09-08 - Confused
2008-09-07 - CHANGES NEEDED......
2008-09-04 - Constant Criticisms.....I don't need them they impact my happiness in negative ways
2008-09-01 - trying to cope and failing
2008-08-31 - tonight
2008-08-30 - Turning down John's offer.....
2008-08-30 - Bon Fire & Star light
2008-08-29 - Life is hurtful and hard..time to make some changes
2008-08-28 - Councilling results and the hurt
2008-08-28 - Mental Circles
2008-08-28 - Dreading good-bye
2008-08-27 - Going backwards far to quickly
2008-08-27 - Damaged
2008-08-26 - When You Need to Look for Things to Do
2008-08-24 - Starting to look at a new life
2008-08-23 - Plans for Re-discovering my own life again
2008-08-22 - Tears
2008-08-16 - Making Breakfast, relationships and work stuff....
2008-08-14 - Frustrated..things are ok but I am feeling anxious regardless and TIRED...long day
2008-08-14 - Sorting out the house and other such busy stuff
2008-08-14 - Notes from Councilling...trying to understand more
2008-08-13 - Honesty and protecting myself from future hurt and trouble
2008-08-12 - Marriage Councilling..by myself...will be strange I think
2008-08-12 - Confused..........
2008-08-11 - Feeling black and blue inside....
2008-08-06 - Today's Project with John :)
2008-08-06 - Anxious about the present and about the future
2008-08-04 - Taking some steps to figure out my thinking
2008-08-03 - Back to Work and working on home
2008-08-02 - This Mornings Talk....will see I guess
2008-08-02 - This Mornings Talk....will see I guess
2008-08-02 - More Mistakes.....I need still to STOP
2008-07-31 - Good Bye John...loved you
2008-07-30 - When He Hurts You Anough to Say Good-bye
2008-07-29 - Not Sleeping....thanks John.
2008-07-28 - Councilling.....what a negative experience
2008-07-27 - A Day that Kind of Turned Out Ok
2008-07-26 - Being Left Out of My Own Family
2008-07-26 - Ex husband's lawyer is making more threats to go to court....ok.....that is life good luck
2008-07-25 - A Nice Relaxing FEELS LIKE HOLIDAYS FINALLY kinda day :o)
2008-07-24 - New course application and in general life stuff
2008-07-23 - John..GOOD BYE DEAR..JERK
2008-07-22 - A few things discussed and smoothed over some
2008-07-22 - Some REAL issues....
2008-07-21 - Tonight
2008-07-21 - When you don't have plans..you need to make some
2008-07-21 - When the housework is more important then being on holidays..somethings really wrong
2008-07-20 - At Least Some Good News :)
2008-07-20 - Under the weather..and time to go out
2008-07-20 - Boy he bugs me.....
2008-07-19 - John, Jenny and a Movie
2008-07-18 - John's cleaning the house here....at least it is helpful
2008-07-18 - Work & friends that don't make good choices
2008-07-17 - pastoral issues brings back faith
2008-07-17 - Unfriendly email....oh well guess that is life
2008-07-17 - Things are going OK ....for the most part :)
2008-07-16 - Hopeful...things are doing ok here so far...hope it continues..
2008-07-14 - Things that keep going around and around and around
2008-07-13 - A Day Full of Normal Stuff that was good for both of us
2008-07-13 - What does it all really mean? Time to start finding out.....
2008-07-12 - Problems with work, problems with John, problems with life in general
2008-07-10 - Finances are changing BiG TIME for the good :)
2008-07-10 - John is BUGGING ME
2008-07-09 - John's visiting (with his new conditions...) but at least he is coming to see me
2008-07-09 - Waiting.....and finding things to do that keep my mind thinking on other stuff
2008-07-08 - Difficulties being Apart...sad
2008-07-07 - Busy anough today and feling confused somewhat..turning down and waiting for what?
2008-07-07 - Seems to just keep going
2008-07-06 - Finally Starting to Turn Over a New Leaf
2008-07-05 - Trying to change relationship patterns - feels like we are failing
2008-07-04 - Shakey ground
2008-07-03 - Plans for Self Care
2008-07-03 - My Choice and the choice to move on
2008-07-03 - Choices...London as a Focus to be ok..Stratford just became John's :(
2008-07-03 - When You NEED TO SAY GOOD BYE
2008-07-02 - John and my sadness...Barb and the heartbreak
2008-06-30 - A Terrible Accident and the Losses for a Good Friend
2008-06-30 - Hospital visit
2008-06-29 - Feeling even worse yet
2008-06-29 - Broken
2008-06-29 - Crisis with John ends in disaster :(
2008-06-28 - If I could take a piece out of him I would.....
2008-06-27 - Difficult to work through much of anything and still be ok..rough roads..
2008-06-27 - Articles on Relationships..interesting....
2008-06-27 - When your brought down by someone elses poor mood
2008-06-27 - The results after the fight....
2008-06-27 - Rocky Roads at best.....not going well and disappointing.
2008-06-26 - Gardening, houses and other such things like dinner
2008-06-26 - John's coming up visit...I wish he was not coming to be honest
2008-06-26 - Frustrated with John
2008-06-25 - Hotmail access question???
2008-06-24 - Sorting out a bit more of life
2008-06-24 - Needing A LIFE of My Own
2008-06-24 - When to Connect and When to Disconnect....time and space issues
2008-06-23 - Overpaid People Who do NOTHING
2008-06-22 - Connecting and not connecting...and other such plans
2008-06-20 - Interesting Turns of Events...odd really
2008-06-20 - WHEN YOU NEED A HOLIDAY !!!!
2008-06-19 - When You just need a break
2008-06-19 - Job stress..do I really need more issues?
2008-06-19 - Getting a better feeling about life!
2008-06-17 - John & Struggles
2008-06-16 - Why bother with a relationship that is still not worth the effort
2008-06-14 - Pets & John and not ready for change yet...but .....what do I want??? And what will it cost me?
2008-06-14 - John is sick...typically so....his stuff
2008-06-14 - Getting through the next couple of weeks and seeing where life goes.
2008-06-13 - John's heartbreaking news and Steve's kiss with a hug and a smile
2008-06-13 - Entirely Lost Feeling
2008-06-13 - John said our Marriage failed and he is moving to Stratford
2008-06-12 - John..Steve....what do you really want in someone?
2008-06-12 - what will it take to say good-bye and be ok?
2008-06-12 - End process decissions for ending our marriage..it is time to say good -bye..and why.
2008-06-11 - When being ok means saying Good Bye
2008-06-07 - Wedding Ring...and wishing he would come home
2008-06-07 - John's Ring and other such troubles....
2008-06-07 - When you world falls apart...and you husband still plays games...not ok here.
2008-06-07 - Life Plan 101
2008-06-05 - Plan of care
2008-06-05 - Intense grief...and how to live through it....
2008-06-04 - Crashing...last nights events in brief form
2008-06-03 - When you hurt
2008-06-03 - Feeling blah...
2008-06-03 - John...a sad story somehow
2008-06-02 - John left..yet again. I have had enough I think.. read on
2008-06-02 - Good Bye John...Please Leave. BTW happy 12th Anniversary. Thanks for hurting me again
2008-06-02 - Good Bye John...Please Leave. BTW happy 12th Anniversary. Thanks for hurting me again
2008-06-01 - when life is an arguement
2008-06-01 - YET ANOTHER FIGHT....GET LOST
2008-05-30 - Bit depressed...bad news...
2008-05-29 - Prayers needed...
2008-05-29 - John, Jenny and good things with Jen
2008-05-26 - Councilling session today...
2008-05-25 - They are getting ready to go again :(
2008-05-24 - Feeling kind of depressed I think
2008-05-24 - Please leave....
2008-05-24 - He says \"We have not been married for years!\"...tears
2008-05-24 - Reconciling....what a trip......
2008-05-23 - Discovering Love...will he?
2008-05-23 - This weekend....my wishes...
2008-05-22 - Lack of confidence in building an \"us\" together with John
2008-05-22 - Not sleeping well....Um I think I know why..
2008-05-21 - Reflecting today...sometimes I do wonder
2008-05-21 - John's call..questions of the future....
2008-05-20 - John Called....it was good to hear from him
2008-05-19 - Ending of the weekend.....
2008-05-19 - Working on it.....
2008-05-18 - Working on Reconciling with my Husband :)
2008-05-17 - Marriage issues...trying to reconcil with John
2008-05-17 - HELPPPP!!!!
2008-05-15 - Life being single....
2008-05-14 - Bedtime and Tired out...Yawn
2008-05-13 - Steve's early evening visit
2008-05-13 - What's been up...
2008-05-11 - Mother's day.....
2008-05-11 - Everything takes time....
2008-05-10 - tears
2008-05-10 - Heart Broken
2008-05-10 - Heart Borken
2008-05-10 - Stress
2008-05-10 - Really what is the point?
2008-05-09 - Happy..one phone call..feeling like crap...sheesh
2008-05-08 - Dating..starting to look around again
2008-05-08 - When you want to cry but you can't...
2008-05-08 - Feelings....love?
2008-05-07 - Singles ad profiles...
2008-05-07 - Sold for .48 LOL
2008-05-06 - Working on being less dependant...
2008-05-06 - Talking to John last night.
2008-05-05 - Back to Bed...stop overthinking...zzzz'z
2008-05-05 - Plans for the day off today..well..none know so far...tired
2008-05-05 - Wilf found someone new to talk to...Reflecting on my marriage
2008-05-04 - Finding new ways to move on..it is time
2008-05-04 - When you need to say good-bye...
2008-05-04 - Still figuring out life in general & specifics
2008-05-04 - Tired...feels life is getting harder again.
2008-05-03 - It feels like it has been a long day....
2008-05-03 - Final Conclusions & Working on My Life..there is nothing besides friendship now
2008-05-03 - Rethinking and A new Aim
2008-05-03 - Surpise Visit...drive and some time together....
2008-05-03 - Not able to explain Love....
2008-05-02 - Worries, kids, John and what I realy want in life
2008-05-01 - Working life questions
2008-04-30 - House makeovers :o) New projects started
2008-04-30 - All my friends lives..and time to FIX MINE SOME :o)
2008-04-29 - Feeling So Much Better!!!! Finally :o)
2008-04-29 - Prayers Still needed...
2008-04-29 - #2 - hugs and more hugs needed
2008-04-29 - Could use a lawyer and a Hug!
2008-04-28 - hard night for wilf & his loss
2008-04-28 - Sheena, Wilf's dog has passed away today....sad :(
2008-04-28 - A day to nap, cook and relax...wishing I was feeling more energetic though
2008-04-28 - Started out feeling tired, but now a bit better
2008-04-27 - Relationships - Why are they so hard to make work?
2008-04-27 - Feeling Rather Rough..to say the least
2008-04-26 - Jenny is upset..thanks John..disfuctional relationships continue :(
2008-04-24 - Needing change..anxious and concerned some
2008-04-24 - Final Conclusions...steps for being single
2008-04-22 - Locking Diary....until able to edit
2008-04-22 - Time to look at being single again
2008-04-20 - Skeleton's in the closet.....not good.
2008-04-20 - Good-bye to a good friend & faithful Christian man
2008-04-20 - Ethical Questions...don't like the answers
2008-04-19 - Nighty Nights
2008-04-19 - Misc.Others....some thoughts
2008-04-19 - Steve ..needing some time off to think
2008-04-19 - Date with Steve...
2008-04-18 - Future questions about where life is going
2008-04-17 - Steve, an Evening and some Intentions long term
2008-04-17 - COLOURED MY HAIR
2008-04-15 - Steve...where did he come from :o) pretty nice though!!!!
2008-04-14 - Few Less Choices Today
2008-04-14 - Steve...a nice evening..Wilf is taking a break I think
2008-04-13 - Making decisions..putting all on hold until I sort it out first myself
2008-04-13 - Too Many Men...
2008-04-12 - I wish he would have just LEFT ME ALONE... ANGER, TEARS...it is UNFAIR
2008-04-11 - John...GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE
2008-04-11 - To DO's and Keeping too busy!
2008-04-10 - Relaxing Tonight :o)
2008-04-10 - Wilf...working on distancing ourselves...at least trying
2008-04-10 - My Councillor's Advice...and request for prayers
2008-04-09 - Steve is taking space ...and I don't get it????
2008-04-09 - John on hold, figuring out Steve, Wilf is with Noreen :) GREAT!
2008-04-09 - Decisions...John arrived back into Life...and Steve..he is wonderful
2008-04-07 - time for bed...nights
2008-04-07 - Who are you...and would you be best left who you are.....
2008-04-06 - John, Steve...and asking for space & no commitments
2008-04-06 - Steve, husband John and other interesting events.
2008-04-05 - First date...oh man...now what do I do?
2008-04-04 - Waiting for a late night visitor :)..I am beat...oops...
2008-04-04 - Message & a Phone Call...OK>>> UM, UH...Smiles :)
2008-04-04 - Rethinking and a new plan :o) MUCH HEALTHIER APPROACH.
2008-04-03 - Am I creating problems I can't handle???
2008-04-03 - Wilf = keep going...Steve = Need Advice..big time
2008-04-02 - Wilf, some Ranting and going back to NORMAL THANKS!..Alone.
2008-04-02 - Wilf..what a JERK
2008-04-01 - Wilf's back kind of (not really)..and what is the point really??? Not Much.
2008-04-01 - Wilf, and a date with Steve....take about oh dear....will see
2008-03-31 - Pastoral care...in practice daily today
2008-03-31 - GUESS WHAT!!! :)
2008-03-31 - Famous photographers, new hobby and looking for stuff to do
2008-03-31 - WOKE UP FEELING GOOD....UMMMM :)
2008-03-30 - Tonight's Concert :o)
2008-03-30 - Hi Steve :)
2008-03-30 - Making new choices.
2008-03-29 - Scared for him...will he be ok?
2008-03-29 - Shaking my Head...they fight
2008-03-29 - WASTING TIME BIG TIME
2008-03-28 - Measuring what you are looking for and expect. & seeing the difference
2008-03-28 - I Should not have called...it didn't help me
2008-03-28 - How to Make Yourself Cry
2008-03-28 - Church Music..Not my Gift or Skill
2008-03-27 - Visiting William, Computers and BORING!
2008-03-27 - CHURCHES...the cares of the world on my shoulders this morning
2008-03-26 - A VERY FULL DAY and a GOOD ONE :o)
2008-03-26 - Gym, Anger, & time for Church & Prayers
2008-03-25 - She is back....I think anyways.
2008-03-25 - Evening of Day One - doing ok
2008-03-25 - Successes for DAY ONE...Lets Start Again...Goals & The GYM!
2008-03-25 - More about this morning...tired & ready for a nap again
2008-03-25 - ReFocusing - NEW Goals ..where to start healing
2008-03-24 - Our Ending and My Love that does not change
2008-03-24 - The End Again
2008-03-24 - Wilf, a visit from a guy friend and out to dinner got to run!
2008-03-24 - Frustrating to NO END ....RRRR.. I want to see you, and you are saying No... :(
2008-03-23 - Unhealthy choices...yes I know.
2008-03-22 - FINALY A GREAT DAY!!!! :o)
2008-03-21 - FEELING ALOT BETTER & WHY =:o)
2008-03-21 - Easter & getting back on track
2008-03-20 - Life's going ok..bit tired but ok :o)
2008-03-20 - Death and Resurrection...maybe time for some reflection this weekend
2008-03-19 - Exhausted....headache...equals STRESS
2008-03-18 - Feeling off balanced again in life.....
2008-03-18 - A Ok Time, with some questions.... beginning to wonder.
2008-03-17 - Emotions over logic...not always wise
2008-03-16 - A Suprise Visit from Steve and other such ideas
2008-03-16 - John's email...and Wilf's invitation back into his life
2008-03-15 - Do I sound like I am writing the same book over and over again?
2008-03-15 - PHEW THANK GOODNESS!!!!! HURRAY!!!!
2008-03-15 - Quiet..the benefits of still being away from home :o)
2008-03-14 - Oh Oh...oh no...
2008-03-14 - More I Don't Know What to do Nows.... sigh.
2008-03-14 - Where do I go Next? John's visit back...
2008-03-13 - Lots of Plans for Today :o) POSITIVES
2008-03-13 - The Busy Phone that Saved Me
2008-03-12 - Day Two....
2008-03-11 - Day One - Let Me try this again
2008-03-11 - Jenny's going home...
2008-03-11 - In the End & A New Date (not what you might think)
2008-03-09 - So Is She Back????
2008-03-09 - More Head Games.....
2008-03-09 - Snow Blower is dead and I am beat
2008-03-09 - Exhausted......
2008-03-07 - HEY SOMETHING POSITIVE !!!! :o)
2008-03-07 - Learning more about Me.....time to start
2008-03-06 - Talking now, but no hopes of forever...unfortunately
2008-03-05 - what will the ending be?
2008-03-05 - Not Good..except I was wrong..this is an Edited entry...
2008-03-05 - Fixed the Snow Blower with the help of some advice AND THE MANUAL
2008-03-05 - Looking at being friends
2008-03-04 - Storm out tonight
2008-03-04 - Coping - Some Tricks I have learned to use
2008-03-04 - Protecting myself and moving on :)
2008-03-03 - Heartbroken.. and no direction in how to being to heal
2008-03-03 - Blocking contact..good-bye..that hurts
2008-03-03 - Wilf & a letter to Noreen
2008-03-03 - When You Haven't Learned Even Yet...you call him....same thing different day
2008-03-02 - The Jerk and plans to EXIT him OUT of my life AGAIN
2008-03-01 - Didn't call him.... time to move on...again
2008-03-01 - Talking with Noreen...A WONDERFUL THING!
2008-02-29 - today's twists and turns
2008-02-29 - Let's Close this book finally
2008-02-29 - And Wilf Came Back....for no good results
2008-02-28 - Some New Efforts on changing my morning routines & adding things to life
2008-02-27 - Working on some some positives...and hoping all goes well
2008-02-27 - Cleaning out the Rectory & the future
2008-02-25 - Discovering Today was Fun to just be a BUM :o)
2008-02-24 - On my own...everyone is gone :(
2008-02-24 - Postive Efforts
2008-02-23 - Living on the edge....of nerves
2008-02-23 - Living with Today...
2008-02-23 - Keep Going .....PLEASE
2008-02-23 - He Called....
2008-02-23 - Delete all contact... the end
2008-02-20 - Why Sleep when you can worry yourself silly..need more zzzzz's
2008-02-17 - GOOD CHANGES and THINKING ABOUT POSITIVE GOALS
2008-02-15 - Today's Events & Prayers needed
2008-02-12 - A rough few days..and an appology to John
2008-02-10 - Good-bye again...I will miss you sir...
2008-02-06 - maybe time to stop paying games...will see
2008-02-05 - Well Wilf is back as of this afternoon....again :)
2008-02-04 - plans for valentines & wilf walks again
2008-02-02 - Pizza Creation !
2008-02-01 - MIXED MESSAGES...exhaust me
2008-02-01 - WELCOME BACK WINTER
2008-01-26 - A Day with Wilf...or at least part of one....
2008-01-26 - A Day with Wilf...or at least part of one....
2008-01-26 - A Day with Wilf...or at least part of one....
2008-01-25 - Day to day...and a question for those who read along
2008-01-23 - A Good and Bad Day all in One, but things are ok :-)
2008-01-22 - new commitment to exercising
2008-01-22 - Day to Day..still not sleeping well
2008-01-22 - Day to Day..still not sleeping well
2008-01-21 - Time for a BREAK
2008-01-20 - The Flu
2008-01-18 - Not much New News...life is quiet..which is GOOD!
2008-01-13 - Choices
2008-01-08 - Life is Going to be Getting Better :)
2008-01-02 - short entry
2008-01-02 - Not making huge choices or changing life when I am a wreck
2007-12-31 - How to End a Relationship 101
2007-12-28 - My B-Day and other Such Stuff...moving on I HOPE!
2007-12-27 - Post Christmas...the emotionaly wreck
2007-12-25 - Merry Christmas & Family stuff
2007-12-10 - A New Message...and a New Hope
2007-12-08 - Life Hurts....
2007-12-02 - John...no response...none.
2007-12-01 - Jenny, Jonathan & John....and a new good friend.
2007-11-21 - Wilf's choices, and the concequenses of us....
2007-11-18 - Hitting Rock Bottom....no bounce
2007-11-14 - Venting & GOOD STUFF...there is hope! :)
2007-11-12 - John's choices....my losses
2007-11-10 - Hope.....fades....
2007-11-10 - An attempt to begin to talk
2007-11-08 - WHEN SOMEONE USES YOU...it is hell
2007-11-07 - Things are going ok...at least for today :)
2007-11-05 - Life is too hard...
2007-11-03 - A life in several million pieces....
2007-10-27 - This weekend...All are moving, except me...
2007-10-24 - Life will go on....
2007-10-24 - A Fresh Day...time to start life again......
2007-10-23 - Up Way to Early....
2007-10-10 - A few new changes.....
2007-10-05 - Newest Update
2007-10-05 - A few new life changes....or possible ones anyways
2007-10-01 - Well we are friends....at this point anyways.......
2007-09-22 - Can you say, well it ended again..via email.
2007-09-20 - Things are going along.....
2007-09-12 - The Final Curtain
2007-09-11 - The End and other such interesting events
2007-09-10 - The day after
2007-09-09 - The Blow Up Tonight
2007-09-08 - Wedding Bells Ring and other such things
2007-09-08 - Wedding Bells Ring and other such things
2007-08-31 - Life Update :)
2007-08-19 - Clarifying :)
2007-08-19 - A New Friend who would like to date me......sheesh.........nice though
2007-08-18 - Too much Me these days...need to shift priorities
2007-08-09 - The end of being a couple and the best of being friends
2007-08-06 - FREEDOM & Possitive Irony :o)
2007-08-05 - Guess who was jealous and wanted to see me.....big suprise (not)
2007-08-05 - Guess who was jealous and wanted to see me.....big suprise (not)
2007-08-04 - Fitness, eating well and avoiding working (paperwork only) :)
2007-08-04 - Movies with the family and KIDS!!
2007-08-04 - FINALLY SLEEPING WELL AGAIN....Moving on is GOOD!!!!!!
2007-08-03 - A Brief Ending to a long story....
2007-08-01 - Life is inside out and backwards LOL :) sigh.....
2007-07-31 - My LAST Day of Holidays...
2007-07-29 - A new book and an old me......
2007-07-26 - Up WAY to EARLY
2007-07-25 - The End of Wilf Again.....sheesh
2007-07-19 - Someone Just Shoot Me Now....
2007-07-08 - FINALLY AN ENTRY....
2007-07-03 - Missing Morning Walks with Wilf and Sheena
2007-07-02 - Love Hurts Like Hell.....
2007-07-02 - Sometimes Things come to a sudden ending....sadly
2007-07-01 - New Companion and a good friend :)
2007-06-25 - More on meeting an older man......
2007-06-22 - Someone who touched my heart strings......and stayed.
2007-06-14 - Dating ...time to take a break thanks anyways lol
2007-06-08 - Ok, Good, Bad and Other...life is alright...
2007-06-04 - The Spirit Steps Forward....
2007-06-03 - The End Of Tom - Well that was short lived.....
2007-06-02 - Come BACK GUYS!!! ...and ....
2007-06-02 - Tom....
2007-05-30 - Ok Day, yesterday was better though...
2007-05-26 - Day was much different then planned....
2007-05-26 - Being Kind of Innocent and Getting In Trouble Anyways...SHEESH
2007-05-25 - Back to Far More of a Normal & Updates
2007-05-22 - An Entry You Can Tell Me Off For...not really though..
2007-05-22 - Yesterday was a good day!
2007-05-20 - Slowing Down and feeling good about it
2007-05-20 - A few prospects..why are all these guys who are married looking?
2007-05-20 - Settling Down Finally..some thoughts...
2007-05-13 - The End of a Very Short Good Thing
2007-05-11 - Meeting someone gentle... Mr. Teddy Bear guy
2007-05-10 - Very Short Early Morning Entry...2:30 am
2007-05-08 - Filling in some of the Gaps in Life.....A New Discovery ..It is Time
2007-04-30 - A REALLY Good Day :o)
2007-04-30 - When Satan Shows Up...
2007-04-30 - Working on Communicating...
2007-04-29 - Life is Back to Being Ok :o) THANK GOODNESS!!!
2007-04-28 - I think things are going to be ok :o)
2007-04-27 - Confession...time to be honest
2007-04-27 - Missed a Friend online...
2007-04-26 - Getting Back on Track...prayers requested
2007-04-26 - Getting off of a site...oops
2007-04-25 - House, Friends and Spouses
2007-04-23 - Opportunity knocks and I Run I Think....
2007-04-22 - Yesterday's Events and Todays Plans
2007-04-21 - Are you a princess???
2007-04-21 - Take Me Out to the Ballgame.....
2007-04-21 - Another diary worth reading..
2007-04-20 - A Day Full of Stuff
2007-04-20 - It is Time to move on....
2007-04-19 - General Entry
2007-04-18 - Same Cough different day
2007-04-16 - Day by Day...
2007-04-15 - Brief Updates...
2007-04-11 - Still Sick
2007-04-10 - What a feeling....
2007-04-09 - Sick now to the Max......
2007-04-08 - Happy Easter...
2007-04-07 - Tomorrow
2007-04-07 - Deserving a bit better.....
2007-04-07 - Hugs needed..under the weather
2007-04-05 - Life in General and People who are special........
2007-04-04 - Middle of the Night Wake Ups for a bit
2007-04-03 - More Sleep Desired....yawn
2007-04-02 - Starting out Monday early
2007-04-01 - Stuck in a Rut
2007-04-01 - Holy Week Begins Today
2007-03-30 - Time to Keep Moving On
2007-03-30 - Busy days that go by FAST
2007-03-28 - List of a very full day.....
2007-03-27 - Jon & John....males here ... :(
2007-03-27 - A mushy movie and some thoughts.....
2007-03-26 - Funerals and my aunt who is ill
2007-03-25 - LAAAAA ...you too can sing!
2007-03-25 - No Dinner & On the Run Again.....
2007-03-25 - Busy and Full Sunday
2007-03-24 - Yawn....today
2007-03-23 - A Short Day, stuff about Garrett and stuff in general
2007-03-23 - When the Dog Barks - You're Up!
2007-03-22 - Plans for a busy work day...and other work thoughts
2007-03-21 - Morning Far to Soon
2007-03-20 - BRRRRR......
2007-03-20 - My Best Gift...Procrastination :o)
2007-03-20 - Jon's 16th Birthday & a Day with the Kids!!!!
2007-03-18 - Healthy & Unhealthy Snacks... :o)
2007-03-18 - Old Friends Looking Us Up :o)
2007-03-18 - THE KIDS ARE BACK!!!
2007-03-18 - Up but not for long......nights!
2007-03-17 - A Good Week ..boy did it go FAST!
2007-03-14 - Today - Relationship stuff - today part #2
2007-03-14 - Today - house stuff ...oops - today part #1
2007-03-13 - A Tiny break through...small as it was.
2007-03-12 - \"I'm Not into Mussy Yet...\"
2007-03-12 - The Guy that Just Doesn't Get It....
2007-03-12 - Relationships...what do I really want.......
2007-03-11 - An Average Day and the Start of my holidays :o)
2007-03-10 - movie quote for tonight
2007-03-09 - A less productive day......
2007-03-09 - A Fun Day Out
2007-03-07 - Offer to help a family in need.....
2007-03-07 - A Good Day..then you come home....oh well.
2007-03-07 - Favourite Seasons
2007-03-06 - A few morning thoughts and all
2007-03-05 - A Pretty Good Day...Very COLD THOUGH!!!
2007-03-04 - Another busy day
2007-03-03 - A Good Day and some Real Progress
2007-03-03 - A HOUSE THAT LOOKING LIKE IT BLEW UP
2007-03-03 - Good nap and now up for a bit
2007-03-02 - OH I ACHE...BUT A GREAT DAY!!! :)
2007-03-01 - A Nice Offer from a Stranger......
2007-03-01 - Very Excited - My VERY OWN New PO BOX
2007-03-01 - Note on the Run
2007-02-28 - Soon The Single Life's for Me
2007-02-28 - Flooring Challenges thought out again....
2007-02-28 - Walking, not running at life and still being happy
2007-02-27 - Just Worrying Away because I Can....maybe
2007-02-27 - Financial struggles with John and the house closing this week
2007-02-26 - A Chat with My Lawyer....ironic new info
2007-02-26 - The coming end of things....
2007-02-25 - Proposal for a place to relax
2007-02-25 - A Wonderful way to spend a Sunday :)
2007-02-23 - A Tough Day........
2007-02-22 - Great Talk with an old friend :)
2007-02-22 - men
2007-02-22 - Connections
2007-02-22 - A bit of new news for work...
2007-02-21 - Under the weather ....a bit of stress I guess
2007-02-21 - Under the weather ....a bit of stress I guess
2007-02-20 - A Long Day
2007-02-19 - Sad news....
2007-02-19 - Middle of the Night - Waking up
2007-02-18 - Today turned out well
2007-02-18 - what's up around here.......
2007-02-17 - BRRR & Breaking the Winter Blahs!
2007-02-17 - Are All the Wonderful Guys Married?
2007-02-14 - Valentine's to you!
2007-02-13 - Some bits and pieces
2007-02-10 - New Pet Birds & plans for breeding
2007-02-08 - What's up these days......
2007-02-08 - One Heck of a Strange Dream...
2007-02-07 - short entry on the run!
2007-02-04 - A Busy Day and Plans for Tomorrow
2007-02-01 - A Day Out With the Kids
2007-01-31 - A Late Night & A Movie
2007-01-30 - A Cold and Other Such Events
2007-01-30 - An explaination
2007-01-30 - An explaination
2007-01-30 - Family!!!
2007-01-28 - HURRAY!! Annual Meeting #2 is DONE!!
2007-01-26 - Hugs
2007-01-25 - A GREAT MORNING!
2007-01-24 - Some Real Blessings - life sometimes suprises me!
2007-01-24 - Some Day Dreaming......
2007-01-24 - More Rabbles......
2007-01-22 - A bit of an adventure tonight...small steps
2007-01-22 - Just Got Home.......
2007-01-22 - Meeting Did not go very well...as expected....sigh
2007-01-22 - A Meeting I don't want to go to for work.......
2007-01-19 - A Good Day and one last try :)
2007-01-18 - Do you want car insurance still??? Well....
2007-01-18 - WARMTH NEEDED......BRRRR!
2007-01-17 - Looking for a Special Valentine :)
2007-01-17 - Keep Moving On :)
2007-01-16 - Good Pet News and Moving On :)
2007-01-16 - Getting more stuff out of the house :)
2007-01-16 - Yesterday's nice suprise....
2007-01-15 - Mr. Dead Beat Lives Here
2007-01-14 - A Good Day full of stuff to do
2007-01-13 - Time to celebrate the good things in life!
2007-01-13 - Quiet but nice evening soon time for bed......
2007-01-12 - Ask and you just might receive
2007-01-11 - Less Pets not more!!!
2007-01-11 - Back up and running....on the computer anyways
2007-01-09 - Touring with friends and other fun stuff
2007-01-08 - Internet at home down..will be back very soon!
2007-01-05 - A very short update entry..computer internet on the fritz
2007-01-03 - Under the weather and other stuff
2007-01-03 - Love is blind....not in good ways
2007-01-02 - Negative entry.....warning skip this one
2007-01-02 - Up when I should be in bed....soon to be there though
2007-01-01 - Happy New Year!!!!.... in bed by 9 pm up at 3 am...Ummmm
2006-12-31 - A good day and Happy New Year!!!
2006-12-30 - A good average day yesterday :)
2006-12-29 - A good start to a new day :)
2006-12-28 - Interesting birthday :(
2006-12-28 - Happy B-day to me :)
2006-12-27 - Maybe we have started to battle it out?
2006-12-27 - Plans for Christmas Turkey Leftovers
2006-12-26 - Christmas 2006 Report from me :)
2006-12-22 - Christmas prep and good timing :)
2006-12-22 - Christmas prep and good timing :)
2006-12-21 - Ah the Flu Bug
2006-12-20 - Merry Christmas To All :)
2006-12-18 - 2nd entry tonight
2006-12-18 - Oldest Son is in some trouble.... :(
2006-12-14 - More to do than time
2006-12-13 - Under the weather
2006-12-11 - What A Day...sigh.. but not all bad news.
2006-12-11 - Unfortunate Suprises....
2006-12-10 - Couple of Entries yet to Come
2006-12-07 - John & the House
2006-12-04 - The Final House Buying Report
2006-12-03 - The Fight Is On...
2006-11-30 - Newest Good News!!!! :-)
2006-11-29 - Viewing House Tomorrow
Wed., Nov 29/06 - Great Suprises
2006-11-28 - John is home .... :(
2006-11-28 - Dreams of a Simpler Life ...what would you keep?
2006-11-28 - I Think I Found Another House :) & Other Rambling
2006-11-27 - Work, work and more work...YAWN....
2006-11-23 - The Flu Shot and feeling under the weather....
2006-11-23 - Hanging out with the birds
2006-11-23 - Teenage Personalities.....learn who you are......
2006-11-22 - The End Results from Fighting
2006-11-22 - The Battle Continues... follow up from yesterday
2006-11-22 - Jonathan Has a Fight.....
2006-11-21 - Disorganized Disaster Zone - Our Home
2006-11-21 - Feeling Like Finding Chocolate
2006-11-20 - A Good Day with lots to do!
2006-11-19 - Young Couple troubles.....
2006-11-19 - Cleaning Out the Garage
2006-11-19 - I'm Needing an Attitude Adjustment....
2006-11-18 - At the Movies :) .. and afterwards :(
2006-11-18 - Saturday working & Jon & Sarah's Anniversary plans
2006-11-17 - Visit to Nana & her 90th Birthday
2006-11-17 - Wanting to go to Stratford...
2006-11-16 - Stuff, Stuff and More Stuff
2006-11-16 - A Long Day and I'm kind of tired....
2006-11-16 - Not Sleeping & other stuff
2006-11-15 - A Good Work Day and Being Helpful to Others
2006-11-14 - Tonigh's Events and other stuff
2006-11-14 - Chilli for Dinner & the unaccepting spouse
2006-11-14 - This Past Weekend's Movie
2006-11-14 - Going After What You Want....
2006-11-14 - A bad dream and waking up far to early...
2006-11-13 - Tonight's Events
2006-11-13 - Life is Back to Normal...not great...
2006-11-13 - An Average day that is just ok }:-)
2006-11-12 - High Speed Has Arrived :)
2006-11-12 - OK On to Positive Stuff :) - Music
2006-11-12 - Judgemental People
2006-11-12 - Halifax Trip - Rest of the Journel of the Trip
2006-11-11 - Today's News....
2006-11-11 - Halifax Trip - Entry #1 - Monday Departure
2006-11-10 - Just Got Back!
2006-11-06 - The Morning of Our Train Trip..getting up and going.
2006-11-05 - the note I did not think I would have time for.....
2006-11-05 - A Rememberance Service or two...
2006-11-05 - 5 Minutes before I have to Leave for Sunday Service
2006-11-04 - See Ya, I am off to Halifax early Monday Morning
2006-11-04 - Best Made Plans Failed... :(
2006-11-04 - A Great Day - Pricing supplies & future plans
2006-11-03 - Update on House Buying Offer
2006-11-03 - Signing the paperwork this afternoon
2006-11-03 - Potential House....
2006-11-03 - Houses........what's out there......
2006-11-02 - Notes about the Notes Button
2006-11-02 - Due to Unforseen Circumstances...
2006-11-02 - A Tired Morning...can I start it again later?
2006-11-01 - The Entry He Likely Won't Read...
2006-10-31 - Trick or Treat the Kids are Here!
2006-10-31 - Company Needed.....Invite at the bottom of this note :)
2006-10-31 - The Doorbell Rang...
2006-10-31 - An interesting development or two...
2006-10-30 - 120th Church Anniversary Service
2006-10-30 - MISSING MY NOTES FROM YOU!
2006-10-29 - Field Trip with Jenny & Some New News
2006-10-27 - A Story from A Rabbi
2006-10-25 - A husband who doesn't care....
2006-10-24 - New link for pet birds
2006-10-24 - It is About Time!
2006-10-22 - Cosmology as Liberation
2006-10-21 - Diary Reading List - Disclaimer
2006-10-21 - June Bug our Baby Green Parrolet
2006-10-20 - Looking for a Change of Scenery
2006-10-19 - Getting In Trouble without doing anything...
2006-10-19 - Time for a bit of a break this afternoon
2006-10-19 - Challenges with One Teenager and One Spouse
2006-10-18 - Deleted Entries & an explaination
2006-10-17 - More on yesterday
2006-10-17 - Elsie's New Pet Bird
2006-10-15 - VERY early morning rabbles.....
2006-10-14 - Creation....
2006-10-14 - Feeling a bit better....
2006-10-13 - Baby Steps....Crushed....
2006-10-13 - 2 of 2
2006-10-13 - 1of 2
2006-10-12 - First Steps...
2006-10-12 - Life at Work These Days....
2006-10-10 - Scattered thoughts with no connections...
2006-10-10 - A New Feathered Friend - Pic Incl.
2006-10-10 - 2nd entry...very early morning of the same day...
2006-10-09 - Thanksgiving with Family...not exatly easy
2006-10-07 - What A Nice Surprise! - Pic Incl.
2006-10-07 - Pics of our Feathered Friends
2006-10-06 - A Few Cutie Pet Pics
2006-10-06 - more pics....Niagara Falls, ON
2006-10-05 - A Good Day...well other than the messy house ....
2006-10-05 - Update on parishioner's trip to Ukraine & other stuff
2006-10-04 - Niagara Falls, Ontario, Canada - Pictures
2006-10-01 - Water Waves - Pictures
2006-10-01 - Fall is in the air - Pictures
2006-10-01 - \"Cast\"
2006-10-01 - A Big Mess...How do I do these things?
2006-10-01 - A Great Day to Date...and other chocolate suggestions
2006-09-30 - A Great Day Out Despite the Rain
2006-09-29 - COOKING UP A STORM :)
2006-09-29 - A shorter note than usual
2006-09-29 - Plans as a Single Parent....
2006-09-28 - A Full Day...and Evening
2006-09-27 - Number 1 Son and one husband....males in this house are hard to live with
2006-09-26 - unexpected events of today, feeding the cats and other such wonders of the world... :)
2006-09-25 - Good but Long Sunday
2006-09-24 - A Packed day and the Annual Pet Show at the Fall Fair
2006-09-22 - A Well Needed and GREAT BREAK today!
2006-09-21 - Complaints about work...if you don't want to read about it skip this one
2006-09-21 - Stress...time to slow down some
2006-09-21 - A bit tired but generally ok...reflections on life as \"normal\"
2006-09-20 - A friend who got not so great news today....
2006-09-19 - updates and other misc. stuff
2006-09-18 - A Family Day :)
2006-09-17 - Pets and Good Sunday Services...well mostly :)
2006-09-15 - Disappointed...no day away today
2006-09-15 - Working hard to get a day off....
2006-09-14 - Holy Crow - Another busy day... (looking of time off soon...????)
2006-09-13 - More stuff to do
2006-09-12 - Trips and work stuff and life stuff....stuff
2006-09-11 - A Planned Day with a few Wrinkles.....
2006-09-11 - Weekend summary and this week is busy
2006-09-09 - A Quiet Day in the Life of...
2006-09-09 - Early mornings and Breakfast
2006-09-07 - A Bit Less Busy :)
2006-09-07 - PS to the last entry
2006-09-07 - Perceptions...
2006-09-06 - Naps, kids and other stuff
2006-09-06 - Keeping ahead of the dirt
2006-09-05 - Stuff of today
2006-09-05 - AND THEY ARE OFF!!!!!
2006-09-03 - Found Kiwi :)
2006-09-03 - Missing Kiwi...where are you????
2006-09-02 - Anniversary party and other long weekend plans
2006-09-01 - Withdrawal & a new website note
2006-09-01 - Allergies, naps and other non-energetic events
2006-08-30 - A Bit of a Late night
2006-08-29 - Thud...Thud....Um Well....
2006-08-27 - A walk through memories and houses...
2006-08-26 - A LONG DAY :)
2006-08-26 - Toronto Trip!
2006-08-23 - A bit of shopping and other stuff...a good day
2006-08-23 - A few thoughts......
2006-08-21 - Cars, Cars and More Cars
2006-08-19 - Trip on the chopping block
2006-08-17 - New Car Required
2006-08-17 - Good things, worries and doubts...
2006-08-16 - More trips that time or money might allow... :)
2006-08-14 - A Good day and a Good evening
2006-08-14 - The Talk....and a Morning Bunny Chase
2006-08-12 - Wedding was a HIT!
2006-08-12 - A bit of an end run for today and tomorrow!
2006-08-08 - Plans for trip to the East Coast
2006-08-08 - More day to day and a great place to eat out
2006-08-07 - Lazy Days of Summer
2006-08-05 - A bit tired and it is still far to warm
2006-08-02 - It is Hot Hot Hot
2006-07-28 - A storm that never happened....
2006-07-27 - And The Dog Barks.....
2006-07-24 - Holidays are almost over..... :(
2006-07-24 - John's Back....oh dear.......
2006-07-23 - Peaceful Week
2006-07-15 - Amazing Pet Rescue Adoptions Today
2006-07-14 - More Pet Stuff
2006-07-13 - Life is Pretty Good really
2006-07-08 - Happy To Announce
2006-07-08 - A Week of Reading
2006-07-07 - Pretty ok day
2006-07-06 - A Few New Movies
2006-07-05 - Pretty Ok Day
2006-07-03 - BARK! BARK! BARK! ... OK I AM UP!!!
2006-07-02 - A Long Day of Sleeping...Yawn
2006-07-02 - Crazy FUN!
2006-06-28 - The death of our mommy & baby hamsters
2006-06-27 - A busy few days & Music at our house
2006-06-22 - Wishing for a Break from my Break...
2006-06-21 - 2nd entry
2006-06-21 - Boy Am I TIRED.....and other sad news
2006-06-19 - life is far too busy
2006-06-17 - A Muddle and a BIG Suprise...oops.....
2006-06-16 - Working on Downloading pics and other stuff
2006-06-14 - 2nd new Camera ...lets try again :)
2006-06-14 - New Camera....should have bought something better though.....
2006-06-12 - Plant Shopping with the Non Gardener :)
2006-06-09 - Headache and work to do...
2006-06-09 - Headache and work to do...
2006-06-08 - Waking up and seeing things new....
2006-06-06 - Sorted things out...kind of....
2006-06-06 - Ironic Entry....
2006-06-01 - Huge Storm....
2006-05-30 - When we got home....
2006-05-30 - Two Great Days..what a suprise!!!
2006-05-28 - away for two days this week....
2006-05-28 - Watching the churches shrinking.....
2006-05-28 - Some people....& too many people
2006-05-27 - MSN is on Strike.....here anyways
2006-05-26 - Breakfast M&M's....
2006-05-25 - Re-thinking that last entry openning line.
2006-05-25 - Regrets.....yet things somehow work out.
2006-05-24 - Missing a friend....relationships in life
2006-05-24 - Apology for last entry and continuing on....
2006-05-24 - Dating.......
2006-05-23 - strange night.....stranger morning....
2006-05-22 - sleep walking
2006-05-22 - gardens...a kind of sad entry
2006-05-21 - Everyone is doing their own thing....
2006-05-20 - Being TAGGED - 6 Wierd Things about me...
2006-05-20 - Not finished work...problems at home alive and well....sigh
2006-05-19 - Washed out...
2006-05-18 - Dinner is Served....
2006-05-17 - Lavender Blue......
2006-05-16 - A full day and a quiet night
2006-05-15 - Little Old Ladies Who Drive Me CRAZY!
2006-05-15 - Romantic Meetings...must be exciting
2006-05-14 - Another Weekend at an End...
2006-05-14 - A Weekend of Running Around & Fun
2006-05-11 - One Terrible Sleep....
2006-05-10 - Out on a Limb...suprised by the answer
2006-05-10 - Mowing the Lawn..thinking about the flower beds
2006-05-10 - A Tired Start.....
2006-05-09 - Strangers and hamsters
2006-05-09 - 10 Years of Good and Bad..still a long time together
2006-05-08 - Warning - To No One Particular.....
2006-05-08 - A Bit Better day in the end :)
2006-05-08 - Throwing in the towel on several accounts....
2006-05-08 - When You NEED a Laugh...See Elsie :)
2006-05-08 - Sometimes when....life ends
2006-05-07 - Forgiveness over lost hammy....
2006-05-07 - Oreo Cookies and Chocolate Milk
2006-05-07 - List of Give Aways....
2006-05-06 - Confused and a bit tired
2006-05-05 - Sometimes I Hate Being A GIRL!
2006-05-05 - Move'n Right Along
2006-05-04 - Bible Story - Jonah and the Whale...and other such relearned lessons :)
2006-05-04 - Reverse Psych and other such attempts to change things....
2006-05-03 - One Teenage Boy...Not so bad :) and other stuff
2006-05-02 - One Teenage Son & this Cold
2006-05-02 - MSN Errors... and other stuff
2006-05-01 - Almost finished......
2006-05-01 - Under the Weather and Wishes of How I Could be cared for when ill.....a dream.......
2006-04-30 - Busy enough to drop!!!!
2006-04-28 - Grandma died today.......my new calling to service....
2006-04-27 - Just starting spring upkeep....
2006-04-27 - Pets, pets,and more pets.....sigh.......and Spring Cleaning....AHHH!
2006-04-26 - More Day to Day....
2006-04-25 - Being Replaced by your Daughter...strange
2006-04-24 - New Bells, Whistles & Toys :o)
2006-04-23 - Wondering Why.....
2006-04-23 - Triple Layer Chocolate Fudge Cake....
2006-04-22 - A Unique, yet ordinary day
2006-04-22 - Positives List..... a good place to start
2006-04-21 - a very short note.....
2006-04-21 - The ugly duckling....wishing to be a Swan too..... :(
2006-04-21 - A Day OFF filled with just hanging out, some thoughts & visits
2006-04-21 - A day to do....nothing particular :o)
2006-04-20 - Relationships and their depth of meaning to me...
2006-04-20 - Much Better Thanks!
2006-04-20 - on the run.....BILLS ..... tired...grumppy....
2006-04-19 - Cars, keyboards and adventures out
2006-04-19 - All That Getting Ready - to stay home.... DARN!
2006-04-19 - Family Patterns...why we do the things we do
2006-04-18 - The Response to My Spending Today... :)
2006-04-18 - Piano Keys are Playing :)
2006-04-17 - Starting to live the single life...maybe....
2006-04-17 - Deleted Entry... the replacement...I must be tired....
2006-04-17 - Church, Close Friends and Home Life
2006-04-16 - Easter Stuff, next week and all sort of ramblings
2006-04-16 - Rough start morning to a GREAT DAY - Easter Sunday 2006
2006-04-15 - Not Keeping Up With the Jones' .....
2006-04-15 - Men vs. Women (X-Rated for sensitive views - not really but...)
2006-04-15 - Plans for a Great Sermon & Time with the kids
2006-04-15 - In Memory of a little girl I did not know..
2006-04-15 - OH a PS to the last entry
2006-04-15 - Final updates, spending lists and new discoveries
2006-04-14 - A Busy Time, Yet Great Times :)
2006-04-14 - Some final thoughts on this new position...a change
2006-04-13 - Maundy Thursday....what relationships are to be
2006-04-13 - A New Day & Some New Hope
2006-04-12 - What to do....
2006-04-12 - WAY Out on a Limb.....
2006-04-11 - A Piano Lesson with my friend George
2006-04-10 - Tonight's a Total Bust for all my plans.
2006-04-10 - Money, together time and no common ground
2006-04-09 - HEY I Made it Through Sunday!!!!!
2006-04-09 - HEY I Made it Through Sunday!!!!!
2006-04-08 - A new attempt in leading worship...it is time to be creative....
2006-04-07 - run of the mill stuff...trying to move on..I am trying!!!!
2006-04-07 - further analysis....dividing problems into smaller pieces
2006-04-06 - Waking up to being yelled at....
2006-04-06 - Breakin at the church.....well keep reading......
2006-04-06 - A Hermit at Heart
2006-04-03 - Waterloo Trip and other Adventures
2006-04-02 - Yep I made it through Sunday - HURRAY!
2006-04-02 - God Does Provide the Words.....Thanks be to God!
2006-04-01 - God Has Some Good Surprises in Store
2006-03-31 - A Full Day & a Fuller Weekend Coming Up
2006-03-29 - Yesterday and Today...life looks ok :)
2006-03-28 - Someone under those sheets
2006-03-27 - Put Your Hand Up If....
2006-03-25 - One slow day...one slower night.
2006-03-24 - Lectionary study and other stuff for today
2006-03-23 - Lots to say, little accomplished :)
2006-03-23 - Try this story...life is not nearly that bad
2006-03-22 - The Rest of Today... The Good Parts
2006-03-22 - New Approaches at old problems
2006-03-21 - If I Had One Wish...
2006-03-21 - Update on the to do list
2006-03-20 - Creatively Re-Kindling Your Marriage - will it work????
2006-03-19 - when spring comes
2006-03-19 - A Whirlwind of a Sunday
2006-03-17 - Under the weather and not liking it much
2006-03-11 - If You Are Going To Cook Do It Well !
2006-03-11 - How do they do this to you???
2006-03-10 - A Neat Past Few Days
2006-03-10 - A Neat Past Few Days
2006-03-07 - Ramblings and other stuff...is this part #2???
2006-03-03 - Survived Surgery
2006-02-22 - hobbies and other stuff
2006-02-07 - naps, and other good things
2006-02-05 - A Sunday Off
2006-01-28 - Saturdays should be more exciting!!!!
2006-01-24 - The whirl winds of life...too busy!!!!
2006-01-24 - a night of thinking
2006-01-10 - A short update on Life in general
2006-01-01 - New years Eve...and other things
2005-12-29 - Christmas update - GREAT DAYS :)
2005-12-18 - Christmas Week is this coming WEEKEND!
2005-12-11 - Don't read this ....bad day and it is morning
2005-11-22 - Cold Wind & Todays Travels
2005-11-18 - In the quiet of this night
2005-11-17 - BRRRR.....I don't like the cold stuff
2005-11-15 - The Night
2005-11-15 - Just A Day ...
2005-11-15 - Life is looking pretty DARN GOOD!
2005-11-13 - MIRACLES.....amazing!!!!!
2005-11-13 - On the home front
2005-11-12 - a nice day
2005-11-09 - Movies and some feeling stuff
2005-11-06 - More Michigan stuff and a question....
2005-11-06 - The past couple of days & today
2005-11-01 - New News & Celebrations
2005-11-01 - A prayer for you to remember....
2005-10-31 - When life looks like it might be missing something...
2005-10-31 - the Evening Outing
2005-10-31 - Halloween Night begins
2005-10-29 - Gemini thoughts
2005-10-29 - Life review and adjustment as neede