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2008-11-18 - Down at Mom's 2008-11-17 - Furnace got fixed ! 2008-11-16 - Frustrated...... 2008-11-15 - Chaos...renovations are starting this week.... 2008-11-15 - positives list...lets try that again.... 2008-11-15 - A review of yesterday's exception.... 2008-11-14 - Councilling topic....feelings 2008-11-12 - Unsettled at home 2008-11-12 - Too much time on my hands..... 2008-11-12 - Affection? ..... What is that again??? 2008-11-11 - After work...we actually got out to do some stuff as a couple!!!!! ::) 2008-11-11 - Bad Dream 2008-11-09 - Looking for happiness in the wrong place 2008-11-08 - John's lack of attention....but one good thing to celebrate beyond him 2008-11-08 - John's lack of attention....but one good thing to celebrate beyond him 2008-11-05 - Problems in the bedroom...don't read if it will offend you 2008-11-05 - Food bank announces closing and ours may be next.... :( 2008-11-04 - You Can't Say I Love You 2008-11-03 - Up Early, still have a cold...feeling some better 2008-11-02 - Feelings...feeling sick too, and other stuff in life 2008-11-02 - Still sick and feeling worse 2008-11-02 - sick 2008-11-01 - Sick now...School is going well :) 2008-10-30 - Emotionally hurt as usual :( 2008-10-30 - Day's funeral and other thoughts 2008-10-30 - Cognative therapy..working again on positives 2008-10-30 - Well....... ??? 2008-10-28 - fights again and nothing changes..more pressure + brokenness 2008-10-26 - Resting today, maybe tomorrow will be better? 2008-10-26 - Middle of the night trip 2008-10-25 - The Big Fight Tonight 2008-10-25 - When your marriage is looking at ending again 2008-10-24 - Wondering if a new calling is possible for the future 2008-10-22 - Early bad morning and needing a holiday 2008-10-21 - Keep trying 2008-10-21 - A Yucky night 2008-10-21 - New meds, realizing life, analysing work ..and praying 2008-10-20 - When it is time to give up 2008-10-20 - up in the way too early morning 2008-10-19 - Yesterday....it was ok 2008-10-18 - Cooking this morning with Jenny... 2008-10-17 - Hey!!! A good day!! 2008-10-15 - Nighty, nights 2008-10-15 - - 2008-10-15 - Todays list of positives...I am trying still 2008-10-15 - Just skip this entry... 2008-10-14 - Court Today...I got through it 2008-10-14 - Prayer Request - Court 2008-10-13 - Todays 5 positives...still working on it 2008-10-13 - The Upset of the day....sigh 2008-10-12 - Today's attempt at 5 positives 2008-10-11 - Sorry..bad day entry...skip as needed 2008-10-10 - Stratford and away for over night 2008-10-09 - Tonights cooking attempts 2008-10-09 - Today's 5 Positives 2008-10-09 - Taking my house off of the market 2008-10-09 - Moving into the positives..slow but sure 2008-10-08 - Negatives, refocusing on the positives 2008-10-08 - Negatives, refocusing on the positives 2008-10-08 - 5 Positives & yesterdays court adventures 2008-10-06 - Adding to the positives list for today 2008-10-06 - Not too much up this afternoon 2008-10-06 - Working on new ways of thinking....positives 101 2008-10-05 - Solutions rather then seeing only the problems 2008-10-04 - Reacting and wanting to stop doing it 2008-10-04 - Solution Based Therapy 2008-10-03 - Continuing being edgy and not feeling great 2008-10-02 - BUGGED and feeling like a BEAR 2008-10-02 - Melt Down 2008-10-01 - Where I am...Where I would like to be 2008-09-30 - Today's events.... 2008-09-29 - Challenges at home, Challenges at work and looking in the wrong spots for answers 2008-09-28 - Bugged and tired 2008-09-27 - The things I should do ...and what the day was really like 2008-09-26 - Feeling on Edge 2008-09-25 - John is moving things and I am not comfortable at all 2008-09-23 - Moving some stuff 2008-09-23 - John...moving a few things in.... 2008-09-23 - Logotherapy and Meaning Making in My life 2008-09-22 - Question about adding pics here? 2008-09-21 - Churches, John, blessings and reading 2008-09-21 - Churches, John, blessings and reading 2008-09-21 - Churches, John, blessings and reading 2008-09-21 - Awake in the middle of the night 2008-09-18 - Finally a good day!!! 2008-09-16 - I Hate You 2008-09-16 - Questions, Challenges & Self doubts 2008-09-15 - Finally making some choices 2008-09-13 - Plants, Ex husbands, Plants, Barb, John, BREAKFAST LOL 2008-09-11 - broken as usual 2008-09-10 - Good Morning...tired.... 2008-09-09 - Another night of an arguement...sigh wish these would stop 2008-09-08 - Confused 2008-09-07 - CHANGES NEEDED...... 2008-09-04 - Constant Criticisms.....I don't need them they impact my happiness in negative ways 2008-09-01 - trying to cope and failing 2008-08-31 - tonight 2008-08-30 - Turning down John's offer..... 2008-08-30 - Bon Fire & Star light 2008-08-29 - Life is hurtful and hard..time to make some changes 2008-08-28 - Councilling results and the hurt 2008-08-28 - Mental Circles 2008-08-28 - Dreading good-bye 2008-08-27 - Going backwards far to quickly 2008-08-27 - Damaged 2008-08-26 - When You Need to Look for Things to Do 2008-08-24 - Starting to look at a new life 2008-08-23 - Plans for Re-discovering my own life again 2008-08-22 - Tears 2008-08-16 - Making Breakfast, relationships and work stuff.... 2008-08-14 - Frustrated..things are ok but I am feeling anxious regardless and TIRED...long day 2008-08-14 - Sorting out the house and other such busy stuff 2008-08-14 - Notes from Councilling...trying to understand more 2008-08-13 - Honesty and protecting myself from future hurt and trouble 2008-08-12 - Marriage Councilling..by myself...will be strange I think 2008-08-12 - Confused.......... 2008-08-11 - Feeling black and blue inside.... 2008-08-06 - Today's Project with John :) 2008-08-06 - Anxious about the present and about the future 2008-08-04 - Taking some steps to figure out my thinking 2008-08-03 - Back to Work and working on home 2008-08-02 - This Mornings Talk....will see I guess 2008-08-02 - This Mornings Talk....will see I guess 2008-08-02 - More Mistakes.....I need still to STOP 2008-07-31 - Good Bye John...loved you 2008-07-30 - When He Hurts You Anough to Say Good-bye 2008-07-29 - Not Sleeping....thanks John. 2008-07-28 - Councilling.....what a negative experience 2008-07-27 - A Day that Kind of Turned Out Ok 2008-07-26 - Being Left Out of My Own Family 2008-07-26 - Ex husband's lawyer is making more threats to go to court....ok.....that is life good luck 2008-07-25 - A Nice Relaxing FEELS LIKE HOLIDAYS FINALLY kinda day :o) 2008-07-24 - New course application and in general life stuff 2008-07-23 - John..GOOD BYE DEAR..JERK 2008-07-22 - A few things discussed and smoothed over some 2008-07-22 - Some REAL issues.... 2008-07-21 - Tonight 2008-07-21 - When you don't have plans..you need to make some 2008-07-21 - When the housework is more important then being on holidays..somethings really wrong 2008-07-20 - At Least Some Good News :) 2008-07-20 - Under the weather..and time to go out 2008-07-20 - Boy he bugs me..... 2008-07-19 - John, Jenny and a Movie 2008-07-18 - John's cleaning the house here....at least it is helpful 2008-07-18 - Work & friends that don't make good choices 2008-07-17 - pastoral issues brings back faith 2008-07-17 - Unfriendly email....oh well guess that is life 2008-07-17 - Things are going OK ....for the most part :) 2008-07-16 - Hopeful...things are doing ok here so far...hope it continues.. 2008-07-14 - Things that keep going around and around and around 2008-07-13 - A Day Full of Normal Stuff that was good for both of us 2008-07-13 - What does it all really mean? Time to start finding out..... 2008-07-12 - Problems with work, problems with John, problems with life in general 2008-07-10 - Finances are changing BiG TIME for the good :) 2008-07-10 - John is BUGGING ME 2008-07-09 - John's visiting (with his new conditions...) but at least he is coming to see me 2008-07-09 - Waiting.....and finding things to do that keep my mind thinking on other stuff 2008-07-08 - Difficulties being Apart...sad 2008-07-07 - Busy anough today and feling confused somewhat..turning down and waiting for what? 2008-07-07 - Seems to just keep going 2008-07-06 - Finally Starting to Turn Over a New Leaf 2008-07-05 - Trying to change relationship patterns - feels like we are failing 2008-07-04 - Shakey ground 2008-07-03 - Plans for Self Care 2008-07-03 - My Choice and the choice to move on 2008-07-03 - Choices...London as a Focus to be ok..Stratford just became John's :( 2008-07-03 - When You NEED TO SAY GOOD BYE 2008-07-02 - John and my sadness...Barb and the heartbreak 2008-06-30 - A Terrible Accident and the Losses for a Good Friend 2008-06-30 - Hospital visit 2008-06-29 - Feeling even worse yet 2008-06-29 - Broken 2008-06-29 - Crisis with John ends in disaster :( 2008-06-28 - If I could take a piece out of him I would..... 2008-06-27 - Difficult to work through much of anything and still be ok..rough roads.. 2008-06-27 - Articles on Relationships..interesting.... 2008-06-27 - When your brought down by someone elses poor mood 2008-06-27 - The results after the fight.... 2008-06-27 - Rocky Roads at best.....not going well and disappointing. 2008-06-26 - Gardening, houses and other such things like dinner 2008-06-26 - John's coming up visit...I wish he was not coming to be honest 2008-06-26 - Frustrated with John 2008-06-25 - Hotmail access question??? 2008-06-24 - Sorting out a bit more of life 2008-06-24 - Needing A LIFE of My Own 2008-06-24 - When to Connect and When to Disconnect....time and space issues 2008-06-23 - Overpaid People Who do NOTHING 2008-06-22 - Connecting and not connecting...and other such plans 2008-06-20 - Interesting Turns of Events...odd really 2008-06-20 - WHEN YOU NEED A HOLIDAY !!!! 2008-06-19 - When You just need a break 2008-06-19 - Job stress..do I really need more issues? 2008-06-19 - Getting a better feeling about life! 2008-06-17 - John & Struggles 2008-06-16 - Why bother with a relationship that is still not worth the effort 2008-06-14 - Pets & John and not ready for change yet...but .....what do I want??? And what will it cost me? 2008-06-14 - John is sick...typically so....his stuff 2008-06-14 - Getting through the next couple of weeks and seeing where life goes. 2008-06-13 - John's heartbreaking news and Steve's kiss with a hug and a smile 2008-06-13 - Entirely Lost Feeling 2008-06-13 - John said our Marriage failed and he is moving to Stratford 2008-06-12 - John..Steve....what do you really want in someone? 2008-06-12 - what will it take to say good-bye and be ok? 2008-06-12 - End process decissions for ending our marriage..it is time to say good -bye..and why. 2008-06-11 - When being ok means saying Good Bye 2008-06-07 - Wedding Ring...and wishing he would come home 2008-06-07 - John's Ring and other such troubles.... 2008-06-07 - When you world falls apart...and you husband still plays games...not ok here. 2008-06-07 - Life Plan 101 2008-06-05 - Plan of care 2008-06-05 - Intense grief...and how to live through it.... 2008-06-04 - Crashing...last nights events in brief form 2008-06-03 - When you hurt 2008-06-03 - Feeling blah... 2008-06-03 - John...a sad story somehow 2008-06-02 - John left..yet again. I have had enough I think.. read on 2008-06-02 - Good Bye John...Please Leave. BTW happy 12th Anniversary. Thanks for hurting me again 2008-06-02 - Good Bye John...Please Leave. BTW happy 12th Anniversary. Thanks for hurting me again 2008-06-01 - when life is an arguement 2008-06-01 - YET ANOTHER FIGHT....GET LOST 2008-05-30 - Bit depressed...bad news... 2008-05-29 - Prayers needed... 2008-05-29 - John, Jenny and good things with Jen 2008-05-26 - Councilling session today... 2008-05-25 - They are getting ready to go again :( 2008-05-24 - Feeling kind of depressed I think 2008-05-24 - Please leave.... 2008-05-24 - He says \"We have not been married for years!\"...tears 2008-05-24 - Reconciling....what a trip...... 2008-05-23 - Discovering Love...will he? 2008-05-23 - This weekend....my wishes... 2008-05-22 - Lack of confidence in building an \"us\" together with John 2008-05-22 - Not sleeping well....Um I think I know why.. 2008-05-21 - Reflecting today...sometimes I do wonder 2008-05-21 - John's call..questions of the future.... 2008-05-20 - John Called....it was good to hear from him 2008-05-19 - Ending of the weekend..... 2008-05-19 - Working on it..... 2008-05-18 - Working on Reconciling with my Husband :) 2008-05-17 - Marriage issues...trying to reconcil with John 2008-05-17 - HELPPPP!!!! 2008-05-15 - Life being single.... 2008-05-14 - Bedtime and Tired out...Yawn 2008-05-13 - Steve's early evening visit 2008-05-13 - What's been up... 2008-05-11 - Mother's day..... 2008-05-11 - Everything takes time.... 2008-05-10 - tears 2008-05-10 - Heart Broken 2008-05-10 - Heart Borken 2008-05-10 - Stress 2008-05-10 - Really what is the point? 2008-05-09 - Happy..one phone call..feeling like crap...sheesh 2008-05-08 - Dating..starting to look around again 2008-05-08 - When you want to cry but you can't... 2008-05-08 - Feelings....love? 2008-05-07 - Singles ad profiles... 2008-05-07 - Sold for .48 LOL 2008-05-06 - Working on being less dependant... 2008-05-06 - Talking to John last night. 2008-05-05 - Back to Bed...stop overthinking...zzzz'z 2008-05-05 - Plans for the day off today..well..none know so far...tired 2008-05-05 - Wilf found someone new to talk to...Reflecting on my marriage 2008-05-04 - Finding new ways to move on..it is time 2008-05-04 - When you need to say good-bye... 2008-05-04 - Still figuring out life in general & specifics 2008-05-04 - Tired...feels life is getting harder again. 2008-05-03 - It feels like it has been a long day.... 2008-05-03 - Final Conclusions & Working on My Life..there is nothing besides friendship now 2008-05-03 - Rethinking and A new Aim 2008-05-03 - Surpise Visit...drive and some time together.... 2008-05-03 - Not able to explain Love.... 2008-05-02 - Worries, kids, John and what I realy want in life 2008-05-01 - Working life questions 2008-04-30 - House makeovers :o) New projects started 2008-04-30 - All my friends lives..and time to FIX MINE SOME :o) 2008-04-29 - Feeling So Much Better!!!! Finally :o) 2008-04-29 - Prayers Still needed... 2008-04-29 - #2 - hugs and more hugs needed 2008-04-29 - Could use a lawyer and a Hug! 2008-04-28 - hard night for wilf & his loss 2008-04-28 - Sheena, Wilf's dog has passed away today....sad :( 2008-04-28 - A day to nap, cook and relax...wishing I was feeling more energetic though 2008-04-28 - Started out feeling tired, but now a bit better 2008-04-27 - Relationships - Why are they so hard to make work? 2008-04-27 - Feeling Rather Rough..to say the least 2008-04-26 - Jenny is upset..thanks John..disfuctional relationships continue :( 2008-04-24 - Needing change..anxious and concerned some 2008-04-24 - Final Conclusions...steps for being single 2008-04-22 - Locking Diary....until able to edit 2008-04-22 - Time to look at being single again 2008-04-20 - Skeleton's in the closet.....not good. 2008-04-20 - Good-bye to a good friend & faithful Christian man 2008-04-20 - Ethical Questions...don't like the answers 2008-04-19 - Nighty Nights 2008-04-19 - Misc.Others....some thoughts 2008-04-19 - Steve ..needing some time off to think 2008-04-19 - Date with Steve... 2008-04-18 - Future questions about where life is going 2008-04-17 - Steve, an Evening and some Intentions long term 2008-04-17 - COLOURED MY HAIR 2008-04-15 - Steve...where did he come from :o) pretty nice though!!!! 2008-04-14 - Few Less Choices Today 2008-04-14 - Steve...a nice evening..Wilf is taking a break I think 2008-04-13 - Making decisions..putting all on hold until I sort it out first myself 2008-04-13 - Too Many Men... 2008-04-12 - I wish he would have just LEFT ME ALONE... ANGER, TEARS...it is UNFAIR 2008-04-11 - John...GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE 2008-04-11 - To DO's and Keeping too busy! 2008-04-10 - Relaxing Tonight :o) 2008-04-10 - Wilf...working on distancing ourselves...at least trying 2008-04-10 - My Councillor's Advice...and request for prayers 2008-04-09 - Steve is taking space ...and I don't get it???? 2008-04-09 - John on hold, figuring out Steve, Wilf is with Noreen :) GREAT! 2008-04-09 - Decisions...John arrived back into Life...and Steve..he is wonderful 2008-04-07 - time for bed...nights 2008-04-07 - Who are you...and would you be best left who you are..... 2008-04-06 - John, Steve...and asking for space & no commitments 2008-04-06 - Steve, husband John and other interesting events. 2008-04-05 - First date...oh man...now what do I do? 2008-04-04 - Waiting for a late night visitor :)..I am beat...oops... 2008-04-04 - Message & a Phone Call...OK>>> UM, UH...Smiles :) 2008-04-04 - Rethinking and a new plan :o) MUCH HEALTHIER APPROACH. 2008-04-03 - Am I creating problems I can't handle??? 2008-04-03 - Wilf = keep going...Steve = Need Advice..big time 2008-04-02 - Wilf, some Ranting and going back to NORMAL THANKS!..Alone. 2008-04-02 - Wilf..what a JERK 2008-04-01 - Wilf's back kind of (not really)..and what is the point really??? Not Much. 2008-04-01 - Wilf, and a date with Steve....take about oh dear....will see 2008-03-31 - Pastoral care...in practice daily today 2008-03-31 - GUESS WHAT!!! :) 2008-03-31 - Famous photographers, new hobby and looking for stuff to do 2008-03-31 - WOKE UP FEELING GOOD....UMMMM :) 2008-03-30 - Tonight's Concert :o) 2008-03-30 - Hi Steve :) 2008-03-30 - Making new choices. 2008-03-29 - Scared for him...will he be ok? 2008-03-29 - Shaking my Head...they fight 2008-03-29 - WASTING TIME BIG TIME 2008-03-28 - Measuring what you are looking for and expect. & seeing the difference 2008-03-28 - I Should not have called...it didn't help me 2008-03-28 - How to Make Yourself Cry 2008-03-28 - Church Music..Not my Gift or Skill 2008-03-27 - Visiting William, Computers and BORING! 2008-03-27 - CHURCHES...the cares of the world on my shoulders this morning 2008-03-26 - A VERY FULL DAY and a GOOD ONE :o) 2008-03-26 - Gym, Anger, & time for Church & Prayers 2008-03-25 - She is back....I think anyways. 2008-03-25 - Evening of Day One - doing ok 2008-03-25 - Successes for DAY ONE...Lets Start Again...Goals & The GYM! 2008-03-25 - More about this morning...tired & ready for a nap again 2008-03-25 - ReFocusing - NEW Goals ..where to start healing 2008-03-24 - Our Ending and My Love that does not change 2008-03-24 - The End Again 2008-03-24 - Wilf, a visit from a guy friend and out to dinner got to run! 2008-03-24 - Frustrating to NO END ....RRRR.. I want to see you, and you are saying No... :( 2008-03-23 - Unhealthy choices...yes I know. 2008-03-22 - FINALY A GREAT DAY!!!! :o) 2008-03-21 - FEELING ALOT BETTER & WHY =:o) 2008-03-21 - Easter & getting back on track 2008-03-20 - Life's going ok..bit tired but ok :o) 2008-03-20 - Death and Resurrection...maybe time for some reflection this weekend 2008-03-19 - Exhausted....headache...equals STRESS 2008-03-18 - Feeling off balanced again in life..... 2008-03-18 - A Ok Time, with some questions.... beginning to wonder. 2008-03-17 - Emotions over logic...not always wise 2008-03-16 - A Suprise Visit from Steve and other such ideas 2008-03-16 - John's email...and Wilf's invitation back into his life 2008-03-15 - Do I sound like I am writing the same book over and over again? 2008-03-15 - PHEW THANK GOODNESS!!!!! HURRAY!!!! 2008-03-15 - Quiet..the benefits of still being away from home :o) 2008-03-14 - Oh Oh...oh no... 2008-03-14 - More I Don't Know What to do Nows.... sigh. 2008-03-14 - Where do I go Next? John's visit back... 2008-03-13 - Lots of Plans for Today :o) POSITIVES 2008-03-13 - The Busy Phone that Saved Me 2008-03-12 - Day Two.... 2008-03-11 - Day One - Let Me try this again 2008-03-11 - Jenny's going home... 2008-03-11 - In the End & A New Date (not what you might think) 2008-03-09 - So Is She Back???? 2008-03-09 - More Head Games..... 2008-03-09 - Snow Blower is dead and I am beat 2008-03-09 - Exhausted...... 2008-03-07 - HEY SOMETHING POSITIVE !!!! :o) 2008-03-07 - Learning more about Me.....time to start 2008-03-06 - Talking now, but no hopes of forever...unfortunately 2008-03-05 - what will the ending be? 2008-03-05 - Not Good..except I was wrong..this is an Edited entry... 2008-03-05 - Fixed the Snow Blower with the help of some advice AND THE MANUAL 2008-03-05 - Looking at being friends 2008-03-04 - Storm out tonight 2008-03-04 - Coping - Some Tricks I have learned to use 2008-03-04 - Protecting myself and moving on :) 2008-03-03 - Heartbroken.. and no direction in how to being to heal 2008-03-03 - Blocking contact..good-bye..that hurts 2008-03-03 - Wilf & a letter to Noreen 2008-03-03 - When You Haven't Learned Even Yet...you call him....same thing different day 2008-03-02 - The Jerk and plans to EXIT him OUT of my life AGAIN 2008-03-01 - Didn't call him.... time to move on...again 2008-03-01 - Talking with Noreen...A WONDERFUL THING! 2008-02-29 - today's twists and turns 2008-02-29 - Let's Close this book finally 2008-02-29 - And Wilf Came Back....for no good results 2008-02-28 - Some New Efforts on changing my morning routines & adding things to life 2008-02-27 - Working on some some positives...and hoping all goes well 2008-02-27 - Cleaning out the Rectory & the future 2008-02-25 - Discovering Today was Fun to just be a BUM :o) 2008-02-24 - On my own...everyone is gone :( 2008-02-24 - Postive Efforts 2008-02-23 - Living on the edge....of nerves 2008-02-23 - Living with Today... 2008-02-23 - Keep Going .....PLEASE 2008-02-23 - He Called.... 2008-02-23 - Delete all contact... the end 2008-02-20 - Why Sleep when you can worry yourself silly..need more zzzzz's 2008-02-17 - GOOD CHANGES and THINKING ABOUT POSITIVE GOALS 2008-02-15 - Today's Events & Prayers needed 2008-02-12 - A rough few days..and an appology to John 2008-02-10 - Good-bye again...I will miss you sir... 2008-02-06 - maybe time to stop paying games...will see 2008-02-05 - Well Wilf is back as of this afternoon....again :) 2008-02-04 - plans for valentines & wilf walks again 2008-02-02 - Pizza Creation ! 2008-02-01 - MIXED MESSAGES...exhaust me 2008-02-01 - WELCOME BACK WINTER 2008-01-26 - A Day with Wilf...or at least part of one.... 2008-01-26 - A Day with Wilf...or at least part of one.... 2008-01-26 - A Day with Wilf...or at least part of one.... 2008-01-25 - Day to day...and a question for those who read along 2008-01-23 - A Good and Bad Day all in One, but things are ok :-) 2008-01-22 - new commitment to exercising 2008-01-22 - Day to Day..still not sleeping well 2008-01-22 - Day to Day..still not sleeping well 2008-01-21 - Time for a BREAK 2008-01-20 - The Flu 2008-01-18 - Not much New News...life is quiet..which is GOOD! 2008-01-13 - Choices 2008-01-08 - Life is Going to be Getting Better :) 2008-01-02 - short entry 2008-01-02 - Not making huge choices or changing life when I am a wreck 2007-12-31 - How to End a Relationship 101 2007-12-28 - My B-Day and other Such Stuff...moving on I HOPE! 2007-12-27 - Post Christmas...the emotionaly wreck 2007-12-25 - Merry Christmas & Family stuff 2007-12-10 - A New Message...and a New Hope 2007-12-08 - Life Hurts.... 2007-12-02 - John...no response...none. 2007-12-01 - Jenny, Jonathan & John....and a new good friend. 2007-11-21 - Wilf's choices, and the concequenses of us.... 2007-11-18 - Hitting Rock Bottom....no bounce 2007-11-14 - Venting & GOOD STUFF...there is hope! :) 2007-11-12 - John's choices....my losses 2007-11-10 - Hope.....fades.... 2007-11-10 - An attempt to begin to talk 2007-11-08 - WHEN SOMEONE USES YOU...it is hell 2007-11-07 - Things are going ok...at least for today :) 2007-11-05 - Life is too hard... 2007-11-03 - A life in several million pieces.... 2007-10-27 - This weekend...All are moving, except me... 2007-10-24 - Life will go on.... 2007-10-24 - A Fresh Day...time to start life again...... 2007-10-23 - Up Way to Early.... 2007-10-10 - A few new changes..... 2007-10-05 - Newest Update 2007-10-05 - A few new life changes....or possible ones anyways 2007-10-01 - Well we are friends....at this point anyways....... 2007-09-22 - Can you say, well it ended again..via email. 2007-09-20 - Things are going along..... 2007-09-12 - The Final Curtain 2007-09-11 - The End and other such interesting events 2007-09-10 - The day after 2007-09-09 - The Blow Up Tonight 2007-09-08 - Wedding Bells Ring and other such things 2007-09-08 - Wedding Bells Ring and other such things 2007-08-31 - Life Update :) 2007-08-19 - Clarifying :) 2007-08-19 - A New Friend who would like to date me......sheesh.........nice though 2007-08-18 - Too much Me these days...need to shift priorities 2007-08-09 - The end of being a couple and the best of being friends 2007-08-06 - FREEDOM & Possitive Irony :o) 2007-08-05 - Guess who was jealous and wanted to see me.....big suprise (not) 2007-08-05 - Guess who was jealous and wanted to see me.....big suprise (not) 2007-08-04 - Fitness, eating well and avoiding working (paperwork only) :) 2007-08-04 - Movies with the family and KIDS!! 2007-08-04 - FINALLY SLEEPING WELL AGAIN....Moving on is GOOD!!!!!! 2007-08-03 - A Brief Ending to a long story.... 2007-08-01 - Life is inside out and backwards LOL :) sigh..... 2007-07-31 - My LAST Day of Holidays... 2007-07-29 - A new book and an old me...... 2007-07-26 - Up WAY to EARLY 2007-07-25 - The End of Wilf Again.....sheesh 2007-07-19 - Someone Just Shoot Me Now.... 2007-07-08 - FINALLY AN ENTRY.... 2007-07-03 - Missing Morning Walks with Wilf and Sheena 2007-07-02 - Love Hurts Like Hell..... 2007-07-02 - Sometimes Things come to a sudden ending....sadly 2007-07-01 - New Companion and a good friend :) 2007-06-25 - More on meeting an older man...... 2007-06-22 - Someone who touched my heart strings......and stayed. 2007-06-14 - Dating ...time to take a break thanks anyways lol 2007-06-08 - Ok, Good, Bad and Other...life is alright... 2007-06-04 - The Spirit Steps Forward.... 2007-06-03 - The End Of Tom - Well that was short lived..... 2007-06-02 - Come BACK GUYS!!! ...and .... 2007-06-02 - Tom.... 2007-05-30 - Ok Day, yesterday was better though... 2007-05-26 - Day was much different then planned.... 2007-05-26 - Being Kind of Innocent and Getting In Trouble Anyways...SHEESH 2007-05-25 - Back to Far More of a Normal & Updates 2007-05-22 - An Entry You Can Tell Me Off For...not really though.. 2007-05-22 - Yesterday was a good day! 2007-05-20 - Slowing Down and feeling good about it 2007-05-20 - A few prospects..why are all these guys who are married looking? 2007-05-20 - Settling Down Finally..some thoughts... 2007-05-13 - The End of a Very Short Good Thing 2007-05-11 - Meeting someone gentle... Mr. Teddy Bear guy 2007-05-10 - Very Short Early Morning Entry...2:30 am 2007-05-08 - Filling in some of the Gaps in Life.....A New Discovery ..It is Time 2007-04-30 - A REALLY Good Day :o) 2007-04-30 - When Satan Shows Up... 2007-04-30 - Working on Communicating... 2007-04-29 - Life is Back to Being Ok :o) THANK GOODNESS!!! 2007-04-28 - I think things are going to be ok :o) 2007-04-27 - Confession...time to be honest 2007-04-27 - Missed a Friend online... 2007-04-26 - Getting Back on Track...prayers requested 2007-04-26 - Getting off of a site...oops 2007-04-25 - House, Friends and Spouses 2007-04-23 - Opportunity knocks and I Run I Think.... 2007-04-22 - Yesterday's Events and Todays Plans 2007-04-21 - Are you a princess??? 2007-04-21 - Take Me Out to the Ballgame..... 2007-04-21 - Another diary worth reading.. 2007-04-20 - A Day Full of Stuff 2007-04-20 - It is Time to move on.... 2007-04-19 - General Entry 2007-04-18 - Same Cough different day 2007-04-16 - Day by Day... 2007-04-15 - Brief Updates... 2007-04-11 - Still Sick 2007-04-10 - What a feeling.... 2007-04-09 - Sick now to the Max...... 2007-04-08 - Happy Easter... 2007-04-07 - Tomorrow 2007-04-07 - Deserving a bit better..... 2007-04-07 - Hugs needed..under the weather 2007-04-05 - Life in General and People who are special........ 2007-04-04 - Middle of the Night Wake Ups for a bit 2007-04-03 - More Sleep Desired....yawn 2007-04-02 - Starting out Monday early 2007-04-01 - Stuck in a Rut 2007-04-01 - Holy Week Begins Today 2007-03-30 - Time to Keep Moving On 2007-03-30 - Busy days that go by FAST 2007-03-28 - List of a very full day..... 2007-03-27 - Jon & John....males here ... :( 2007-03-27 - A mushy movie and some thoughts..... 2007-03-26 - Funerals and my aunt who is ill 2007-03-25 - LAAAAA ...you too can sing! 2007-03-25 - No Dinner & On the Run Again..... 2007-03-25 - Busy and Full Sunday 2007-03-24 - Yawn....today 2007-03-23 - A Short Day, stuff about Garrett and stuff in general 2007-03-23 - When the Dog Barks - You're Up! 2007-03-22 - Plans for a busy work day...and other work thoughts 2007-03-21 - Morning Far to Soon 2007-03-20 - BRRRRR...... 2007-03-20 - My Best Gift...Procrastination :o) 2007-03-20 - Jon's 16th Birthday & a Day with the Kids!!!! 2007-03-18 - Healthy & Unhealthy Snacks... :o) 2007-03-18 - Old Friends Looking Us Up :o) 2007-03-18 - THE KIDS ARE BACK!!! 2007-03-18 - Up but not for long......nights! 2007-03-17 - A Good Week ..boy did it go FAST! 2007-03-14 - Today - Relationship stuff - today part #2 2007-03-14 - Today - house stuff ...oops - today part #1 2007-03-13 - A Tiny break through...small as it was. 2007-03-12 - \"I'm Not into Mussy Yet...\" 2007-03-12 - The Guy that Just Doesn't Get It.... 2007-03-12 - Relationships...what do I really want....... 2007-03-11 - An Average Day and the Start of my holidays :o) 2007-03-10 - movie quote for tonight 2007-03-09 - A less productive day...... 2007-03-09 - A Fun Day Out 2007-03-07 - Offer to help a family in need..... 2007-03-07 - A Good Day..then you come home....oh well. 2007-03-07 - Favourite Seasons 2007-03-06 - A few morning thoughts and all 2007-03-05 - A Pretty Good Day...Very COLD THOUGH!!! 2007-03-04 - Another busy day 2007-03-03 - A Good Day and some Real Progress 2007-03-03 - A HOUSE THAT LOOKING LIKE IT BLEW UP 2007-03-03 - Good nap and now up for a bit 2007-03-02 - OH I ACHE...BUT A GREAT DAY!!! :) 2007-03-01 - A Nice Offer from a Stranger...... 2007-03-01 - Very Excited - My VERY OWN New PO BOX 2007-03-01 - Note on the Run 2007-02-28 - Soon The Single Life's for Me 2007-02-28 - Flooring Challenges thought out again.... 2007-02-28 - Walking, not running at life and still being happy 2007-02-27 - Just Worrying Away because I Can....maybe 2007-02-27 - Financial struggles with John and the house closing this week 2007-02-26 - A Chat with My Lawyer....ironic new info 2007-02-26 - The coming end of things.... 2007-02-25 - Proposal for a place to relax 2007-02-25 - A Wonderful way to spend a Sunday :) 2007-02-23 - A Tough Day........ 2007-02-22 - Great Talk with an old friend :) 2007-02-22 - men 2007-02-22 - Connections 2007-02-22 - A bit of new news for work... 2007-02-21 - Under the weather ....a bit of stress I guess 2007-02-21 - Under the weather ....a bit of stress I guess 2007-02-20 - A Long Day 2007-02-19 - Sad news.... 2007-02-19 - Middle of the Night - Waking up 2007-02-18 - Today turned out well 2007-02-18 - what's up around here....... 2007-02-17 - BRRR & Breaking the Winter Blahs! 2007-02-17 - Are All the Wonderful Guys Married? 2007-02-14 - Valentine's to you! 2007-02-13 - Some bits and pieces 2007-02-10 - New Pet Birds & plans for breeding 2007-02-08 - What's up these days...... 2007-02-08 - One Heck of a Strange Dream... 2007-02-07 - short entry on the run! 2007-02-04 - A Busy Day and Plans for Tomorrow 2007-02-01 - A Day Out With the Kids 2007-01-31 - A Late Night & A Movie 2007-01-30 - A Cold and Other Such Events 2007-01-30 - An explaination 2007-01-30 - An explaination 2007-01-30 - Family!!! 2007-01-28 - HURRAY!! Annual Meeting #2 is DONE!! 2007-01-26 - Hugs 2007-01-25 - A GREAT MORNING! 2007-01-24 - Some Real Blessings - life sometimes suprises me! 2007-01-24 - Some Day Dreaming...... 2007-01-24 - More Rabbles...... 2007-01-22 - A bit of an adventure tonight...small steps 2007-01-22 - Just Got Home....... 2007-01-22 - Meeting Did not go very well...as expected....sigh 2007-01-22 - A Meeting I don't want to go to for work....... 2007-01-19 - A Good Day and one last try :) 2007-01-18 - Do you want car insurance still??? Well.... 2007-01-18 - WARMTH NEEDED......BRRRR! 2007-01-17 - Looking for a Special Valentine :) 2007-01-17 - Keep Moving On :) 2007-01-16 - Good Pet News and Moving On :) 2007-01-16 - Getting more stuff out of the house :) 2007-01-16 - Yesterday's nice suprise.... 2007-01-15 - Mr. Dead Beat Lives Here 2007-01-14 - A Good Day full of stuff to do 2007-01-13 - Time to celebrate the good things in life! 2007-01-13 - Quiet but nice evening soon time for bed...... 2007-01-12 - Ask and you just might receive 2007-01-11 - Less Pets not more!!! 2007-01-11 - Back up and running....on the computer anyways 2007-01-09 - Touring with friends and other fun stuff 2007-01-08 - Internet at home down..will be back very soon! 2007-01-05 - A very short update entry..computer internet on the fritz 2007-01-03 - Under the weather and other stuff 2007-01-03 - Love is blind....not in good ways 2007-01-02 - Negative entry.....warning skip this one 2007-01-02 - Up when I should be in bed....soon to be there though 2007-01-01 - Happy New Year!!!!.... in bed by 9 pm up at 3 am...Ummmm 2006-12-31 - A good day and Happy New Year!!! 2006-12-30 - A good average day yesterday :) 2006-12-29 - A good start to a new day :) 2006-12-28 - Interesting birthday :( 2006-12-28 - Happy B-day to me :) 2006-12-27 - Maybe we have started to battle it out? 2006-12-27 - Plans for Christmas Turkey Leftovers 2006-12-26 - Christmas 2006 Report from me :) 2006-12-22 - Christmas prep and good timing :) 2006-12-22 - Christmas prep and good timing :) 2006-12-21 - Ah the Flu Bug 2006-12-20 - Merry Christmas To All :) 2006-12-18 - 2nd entry tonight 2006-12-18 - Oldest Son is in some trouble.... :( 2006-12-14 - More to do than time 2006-12-13 - Under the weather 2006-12-11 - What A Day...sigh.. but not all bad news. 2006-12-11 - Unfortunate Suprises.... 2006-12-10 - Couple of Entries yet to Come 2006-12-07 - John & the House 2006-12-04 - The Final House Buying Report 2006-12-03 - The Fight Is On... 2006-11-30 - Newest Good News!!!! :-) 2006-11-29 - Viewing House Tomorrow Wed., Nov 29/06 - Great Suprises 2006-11-28 - John is home .... :( 2006-11-28 - Dreams of a Simpler Life ...what would you keep? 2006-11-28 - I Think I Found Another House :) & Other Rambling 2006-11-27 - Work, work and more work...YAWN.... 2006-11-23 - The Flu Shot and feeling under the weather.... 2006-11-23 - Hanging out with the birds 2006-11-23 - Teenage Personalities.....learn who you are...... 2006-11-22 - The End Results from Fighting 2006-11-22 - The Battle Continues... follow up from yesterday 2006-11-22 - Jonathan Has a Fight..... 2006-11-21 - Disorganized Disaster Zone - Our Home 2006-11-21 - Feeling Like Finding Chocolate 2006-11-20 - A Good Day with lots to do! 2006-11-19 - Young Couple troubles..... 2006-11-19 - Cleaning Out the Garage 2006-11-19 - I'm Needing an Attitude Adjustment.... 2006-11-18 - At the Movies :) .. and afterwards :( 2006-11-18 - Saturday working & Jon & Sarah's Anniversary plans 2006-11-17 - Visit to Nana & her 90th Birthday 2006-11-17 - Wanting to go to Stratford... 2006-11-16 - Stuff, Stuff and More Stuff 2006-11-16 - A Long Day and I'm kind of tired.... 2006-11-16 - Not Sleeping & other stuff 2006-11-15 - A Good Work Day and Being Helpful to Others 2006-11-14 - Tonigh's Events and other stuff 2006-11-14 - Chilli for Dinner & the unaccepting spouse 2006-11-14 - This Past Weekend's Movie 2006-11-14 - Going After What You Want.... 2006-11-14 - A bad dream and waking up far to early... 2006-11-13 - Tonight's Events 2006-11-13 - Life is Back to Normal...not great... 2006-11-13 - An Average day that is just ok }:-) 2006-11-12 - High Speed Has Arrived :) 2006-11-12 - OK On to Positive Stuff :) - Music 2006-11-12 - Judgemental People 2006-11-12 - Halifax Trip - Rest of the Journel of the Trip 2006-11-11 - Today's News.... 2006-11-11 - Halifax Trip - Entry #1 - Monday Departure 2006-11-10 - Just Got Back! 2006-11-06 - The Morning of Our Train Trip..getting up and going. 2006-11-05 - the note I did not think I would have time for..... 2006-11-05 - A Rememberance Service or two... 2006-11-05 - 5 Minutes before I have to Leave for Sunday Service 2006-11-04 - See Ya, I am off to Halifax early Monday Morning 2006-11-04 - Best Made Plans Failed... :( 2006-11-04 - A Great Day - Pricing supplies & future plans 2006-11-03 - Update on House Buying Offer 2006-11-03 - Signing the paperwork this afternoon 2006-11-03 - Potential House.... 2006-11-03 - Houses........what's out there...... 2006-11-02 - Notes about the Notes Button 2006-11-02 - Due to Unforseen Circumstances... 2006-11-02 - A Tired Morning...can I start it again later? 2006-11-01 - The Entry He Likely Won't Read... 2006-10-31 - Trick or Treat the Kids are Here! 2006-10-31 - Company Needed.....Invite at the bottom of this note :) 2006-10-31 - The Doorbell Rang... 2006-10-31 - An interesting development or two... 2006-10-30 - 120th Church Anniversary Service 2006-10-30 - MISSING MY NOTES FROM YOU! 2006-10-29 - Field Trip with Jenny & Some New News 2006-10-27 - A Story from A Rabbi 2006-10-25 - A husband who doesn't care.... 2006-10-24 - New link for pet birds 2006-10-24 - It is About Time! 2006-10-22 - Cosmology as Liberation 2006-10-21 - Diary Reading List - Disclaimer 2006-10-21 - June Bug our Baby Green Parrolet 2006-10-20 - Looking for a Change of Scenery 2006-10-19 - Getting In Trouble without doing anything... 2006-10-19 - Time for a bit of a break this afternoon 2006-10-19 - Challenges with One Teenager and One Spouse 2006-10-18 - Deleted Entries & an explaination 2006-10-17 - More on yesterday 2006-10-17 - Elsie's New Pet Bird 2006-10-15 - VERY early morning rabbles..... 2006-10-14 - Creation.... 2006-10-14 - Feeling a bit better.... 2006-10-13 - Baby Steps....Crushed.... 2006-10-13 - 2 of 2 2006-10-13 - 1of 2 2006-10-12 - First Steps... 2006-10-12 - Life at Work These Days.... 2006-10-10 - Scattered thoughts with no connections... 2006-10-10 - A New Feathered Friend - Pic Incl. 2006-10-10 - 2nd entry...very early morning of the same day... 2006-10-09 - Thanksgiving with Family...not exatly easy 2006-10-07 - What A Nice Surprise! - Pic Incl. 2006-10-07 - Pics of our Feathered Friends 2006-10-06 - A Few Cutie Pet Pics 2006-10-06 - more pics....Niagara Falls, ON 2006-10-05 - A Good Day...well other than the messy house .... 2006-10-05 - Update on parishioner's trip to Ukraine & other stuff 2006-10-04 - Niagara Falls, Ontario, Canada - Pictures 2006-10-01 - Water Waves - Pictures 2006-10-01 - Fall is in the air - Pictures 2006-10-01 - \"Cast\" 2006-10-01 - A Big Mess...How do I do these things? 2006-10-01 - A Great Day to Date...and other chocolate suggestions 2006-09-30 - A Great Day Out Despite the Rain 2006-09-29 - COOKING UP A STORM :) 2006-09-29 - A shorter note than usual 2006-09-29 - Plans as a Single Parent.... 2006-09-28 - A Full Day...and Evening 2006-09-27 - Number 1 Son and one husband....males in this house are hard to live with 2006-09-26 - unexpected events of today, feeding the cats and other such wonders of the world... :) 2006-09-25 - Good but Long Sunday 2006-09-24 - A Packed day and the Annual Pet Show at the Fall Fair 2006-09-22 - A Well Needed and GREAT BREAK today! 2006-09-21 - Complaints about work...if you don't want to read about it skip this one 2006-09-21 - Stress...time to slow down some 2006-09-21 - A bit tired but generally ok...reflections on life as \"normal\" 2006-09-20 - A friend who got not so great news today.... 2006-09-19 - updates and other misc. stuff 2006-09-18 - A Family Day :) 2006-09-17 - Pets and Good Sunday Services...well mostly :) 2006-09-15 - Disappointed...no day away today 2006-09-15 - Working hard to get a day off.... 2006-09-14 - Holy Crow - Another busy day... (looking of time off soon...????) 2006-09-13 - More stuff to do 2006-09-12 - Trips and work stuff and life stuff....stuff 2006-09-11 - A Planned Day with a few Wrinkles..... 2006-09-11 - Weekend summary and this week is busy 2006-09-09 - A Quiet Day in the Life of... 2006-09-09 - Early mornings and Breakfast 2006-09-07 - A Bit Less Busy :) 2006-09-07 - PS to the last entry 2006-09-07 - Perceptions... 2006-09-06 - Naps, kids and other stuff 2006-09-06 - Keeping ahead of the dirt 2006-09-05 - Stuff of today 2006-09-05 - AND THEY ARE OFF!!!!! 2006-09-03 - Found Kiwi :) 2006-09-03 - Missing Kiwi...where are you???? 2006-09-02 - Anniversary party and other long weekend plans 2006-09-01 - Withdrawal & a new website note 2006-09-01 - Allergies, naps and other non-energetic events 2006-08-30 - A Bit of a Late night 2006-08-29 - Thud...Thud....Um Well.... 2006-08-27 - A walk through memories and houses... 2006-08-26 - A LONG DAY :) 2006-08-26 - Toronto Trip! 2006-08-23 - A bit of shopping and other stuff...a good day 2006-08-23 - A few thoughts...... 2006-08-21 - Cars, Cars and More Cars 2006-08-19 - Trip on the chopping block 2006-08-17 - New Car Required 2006-08-17 - Good things, worries and doubts... 2006-08-16 - More trips that time or money might allow... :) 2006-08-14 - A Good day and a Good evening 2006-08-14 - The Talk....and a Morning Bunny Chase 2006-08-12 - Wedding was a HIT! 2006-08-12 - A bit of an end run for today and tomorrow! 2006-08-08 - Plans for trip to the East Coast 2006-08-08 - More day to day and a great place to eat out 2006-08-07 - Lazy Days of Summer 2006-08-05 - A bit tired and it is still far to warm 2006-08-02 - It is Hot Hot Hot 2006-07-28 - A storm that never happened.... 2006-07-27 - And The Dog Barks..... 2006-07-24 - Holidays are almost over..... :( 2006-07-24 - John's Back....oh dear....... 2006-07-23 - Peaceful Week 2006-07-15 - Amazing Pet Rescue Adoptions Today 2006-07-14 - More Pet Stuff 2006-07-13 - Life is Pretty Good really 2006-07-08 - Happy To Announce 2006-07-08 - A Week of Reading 2006-07-07 - Pretty ok day 2006-07-06 - A Few New Movies 2006-07-05 - Pretty Ok Day 2006-07-03 - BARK! BARK! BARK! ... OK I AM UP!!! 2006-07-02 - A Long Day of Sleeping...Yawn 2006-07-02 - Crazy FUN! 2006-06-28 - The death of our mommy & baby hamsters 2006-06-27 - A busy few days & Music at our house 2006-06-22 - Wishing for a Break from my Break... 2006-06-21 - 2nd entry 2006-06-21 - Boy Am I TIRED.....and other sad news 2006-06-19 - life is far too busy 2006-06-17 - A Muddle and a BIG Suprise...oops..... 2006-06-16 - Working on Downloading pics and other stuff 2006-06-14 - 2nd new Camera ...lets try again :) 2006-06-14 - New Camera....should have bought something better though..... 2006-06-12 - Plant Shopping with the Non Gardener :) 2006-06-09 - Headache and work to do... 2006-06-09 - Headache and work to do... 2006-06-08 - Waking up and seeing things new.... 2006-06-06 - Sorted things out...kind of.... 2006-06-06 - Ironic Entry.... 2006-06-01 - Huge Storm.... 2006-05-30 - When we got home.... 2006-05-30 - Two Great Days..what a suprise!!! 2006-05-28 - away for two days this week.... 2006-05-28 - Watching the churches shrinking..... 2006-05-28 - Some people....& too many people 2006-05-27 - MSN is on Strike.....here anyways 2006-05-26 - Breakfast M&M's.... 2006-05-25 - Re-thinking that last entry openning line. 2006-05-25 - Regrets.....yet things somehow work out. 2006-05-24 - Missing a friend....relationships in life 2006-05-24 - Apology for last entry and continuing on.... 2006-05-24 - Dating....... 2006-05-23 - strange night.....stranger morning.... 2006-05-22 - sleep walking 2006-05-22 - gardens...a kind of sad entry 2006-05-21 - Everyone is doing their own thing.... 2006-05-20 - Being TAGGED - 6 Wierd Things about me... 2006-05-20 - Not finished work...problems at home alive and well....sigh 2006-05-19 - Washed out... 2006-05-18 - Dinner is Served.... 2006-05-17 - Lavender Blue...... 2006-05-16 - A full day and a quiet night 2006-05-15 - Little Old Ladies Who Drive Me CRAZY! 2006-05-15 - Romantic Meetings...must be exciting 2006-05-14 - Another Weekend at an End... 2006-05-14 - A Weekend of Running Around & Fun 2006-05-11 - One Terrible Sleep.... 2006-05-10 - Out on a Limb...suprised by the answer 2006-05-10 - Mowing the Lawn..thinking about the flower beds 2006-05-10 - A Tired Start..... 2006-05-09 - Strangers and hamsters 2006-05-09 - 10 Years of Good and Bad..still a long time together 2006-05-08 - Warning - To No One Particular..... 2006-05-08 - A Bit Better day in the end :) 2006-05-08 - Throwing in the towel on several accounts.... 2006-05-08 - When You NEED a Laugh...See Elsie :) 2006-05-08 - Sometimes when....life ends 2006-05-07 - Forgiveness over lost hammy.... 2006-05-07 - Oreo Cookies and Chocolate Milk 2006-05-07 - List of Give Aways.... 2006-05-06 - Confused and a bit tired 2006-05-05 - Sometimes I Hate Being A GIRL! 2006-05-05 - Move'n Right Along 2006-05-04 - Bible Story - Jonah and the Whale...and other such relearned lessons :) 2006-05-04 - Reverse Psych and other such attempts to change things.... 2006-05-03 - One Teenage Boy...Not so bad :) and other stuff 2006-05-02 - One Teenage Son & this Cold 2006-05-02 - MSN Errors... and other stuff 2006-05-01 - Almost finished...... 2006-05-01 - Under the Weather and Wishes of How I Could be cared for when ill.....a dream....... 2006-04-30 - Busy enough to drop!!!! 2006-04-28 - Grandma died today.......my new calling to service.... 2006-04-27 - Just starting spring upkeep.... 2006-04-27 - Pets, pets,and more pets.....sigh.......and Spring Cleaning....AHHH! 2006-04-26 - More Day to Day.... 2006-04-25 - Being Replaced by your Daughter...strange 2006-04-24 - New Bells, Whistles & Toys :o) 2006-04-23 - Wondering Why..... 2006-04-23 - Triple Layer Chocolate Fudge Cake.... 2006-04-22 - A Unique, yet ordinary day 2006-04-22 - Positives List..... a good place to start 2006-04-21 - a very short note..... 2006-04-21 - The ugly duckling....wishing to be a Swan too..... :( 2006-04-21 - A Day OFF filled with just hanging out, some thoughts & visits 2006-04-21 - A day to do....nothing particular :o) 2006-04-20 - Relationships and their depth of meaning to me... 2006-04-20 - Much Better Thanks! 2006-04-20 - on the run.....BILLS ..... tired...grumppy.... 2006-04-19 - Cars, keyboards and adventures out 2006-04-19 - All That Getting Ready - to stay home.... DARN! 2006-04-19 - Family Patterns...why we do the things we do 2006-04-18 - The Response to My Spending Today... :) 2006-04-18 - Piano Keys are Playing :) 2006-04-17 - Starting to live the single life...maybe.... 2006-04-17 - Deleted Entry... the replacement...I must be tired.... 2006-04-17 - Church, Close Friends and Home Life 2006-04-16 - Easter Stuff, next week and all sort of ramblings 2006-04-16 - Rough start morning to a GREAT DAY - Easter Sunday 2006 2006-04-15 - Not Keeping Up With the Jones' ..... 2006-04-15 - Men vs. Women (X-Rated for sensitive views - not really but...) 2006-04-15 - Plans for a Great Sermon & Time with the kids 2006-04-15 - In Memory of a little girl I did not know.. 2006-04-15 - OH a PS to the last entry 2006-04-15 - Final updates, spending lists and new discoveries 2006-04-14 - A Busy Time, Yet Great Times :) 2006-04-14 - Some final thoughts on this new position...a change 2006-04-13 - Maundy Thursday....what relationships are to be 2006-04-13 - A New Day & Some New Hope 2006-04-12 - What to do.... 2006-04-12 - WAY Out on a Limb..... 2006-04-11 - A Piano Lesson with my friend George 2006-04-10 - Tonight's a Total Bust for all my plans. 2006-04-10 - Money, together time and no common ground 2006-04-09 - HEY I Made it Through Sunday!!!!! 2006-04-09 - HEY I Made it Through Sunday!!!!! 2006-04-08 - A new attempt in leading worship...it is time to be creative.... 2006-04-07 - run of the mill stuff...trying to move on..I am trying!!!! 2006-04-07 - further analysis....dividing problems into smaller pieces 2006-04-06 - Waking up to being yelled at.... 2006-04-06 - Breakin at the church.....well keep reading...... 2006-04-06 - A Hermit at Heart 2006-04-03 - Waterloo Trip and other Adventures 2006-04-02 - Yep I made it through Sunday - HURRAY! 2006-04-02 - God Does Provide the Words.....Thanks be to God! 2006-04-01 - God Has Some Good Surprises in Store 2006-03-31 - A Full Day & a Fuller Weekend Coming Up 2006-03-29 - Yesterday and Today...life looks ok :) 2006-03-28 - Someone under those sheets 2006-03-27 - Put Your Hand Up If.... 2006-03-25 - One slow day...one slower night. 2006-03-24 - Lectionary study and other stuff for today 2006-03-23 - Lots to say, little accomplished :) 2006-03-23 - Try this story...life is not nearly that bad 2006-03-22 - The Rest of Today... The Good Parts 2006-03-22 - New Approaches at old problems 2006-03-21 - If I Had One Wish... 2006-03-21 - Update on the to do list 2006-03-20 - Creatively Re-Kindling Your Marriage - will it work???? 2006-03-19 - when spring comes 2006-03-19 - A Whirlwind of a Sunday 2006-03-17 - Under the weather and not liking it much 2006-03-11 - If You Are Going To Cook Do It Well ! 2006-03-11 - How do they do this to you??? 2006-03-10 - A Neat Past Few Days 2006-03-10 - A Neat Past Few Days 2006-03-07 - Ramblings and other stuff...is this part #2??? 2006-03-03 - Survived Surgery 2006-02-22 - hobbies and other stuff 2006-02-07 - naps, and other good things 2006-02-05 - A Sunday Off 2006-01-28 - Saturdays should be more exciting!!!! 2006-01-24 - The whirl winds of life...too busy!!!! 2006-01-24 - a night of thinking 2006-01-10 - A short update on Life in general 2006-01-01 - New years Eve...and other things 2005-12-29 - Christmas update - GREAT DAYS :) 2005-12-18 - Christmas Week is this coming WEEKEND! 2005-12-11 - Don't read this ....bad day and it is morning 2005-11-22 - Cold Wind & Todays Travels 2005-11-18 - In the quiet of this night 2005-11-17 - BRRRR.....I don't like the cold stuff 2005-11-15 - The Night 2005-11-15 - Just A Day ... 2005-11-15 - Life is looking pretty DARN GOOD! 2005-11-13 - MIRACLES.....amazing!!!!! 2005-11-13 - On the home front 2005-11-12 - a nice day 2005-11-09 - Movies and some feeling stuff 2005-11-06 - More Michigan stuff and a question.... 2005-11-06 - The past couple of days & today 2005-11-01 - New News & Celebrations 2005-11-01 - A prayer for you to remember.... 2005-10-31 - When life looks like it might be missing something... 2005-10-31 - the Evening Outing 2005-10-31 - Halloween Night begins 2005-10-29 - Gemini thoughts 2005-10-29 - Life review and adjustment as needed 2005-10-28 - Blue Jean dress and a flare for hair 2005-10-27 - The Courage to Love 2005-10-27 - A Struggle to Survive in Search of Freedom 2005-10-27 - You are special...... 2005-10-26 - a long life..... 2005-10-26 - Jello update and other stuff 2005-10-25 - Making Jello..... 2005-10-25 - Smooth Walking 2005-10-24 - His Eyes......not who you think :) 2005-10-24 - Truth be told 2005-10-23 - diary night notes
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