tonight
10:12 p.m. - 2008-08-31

Tomorrow John leaves to start his new life. I spent tonight in tears for hours. He does not understand it and still gave me the speach again that this is "WHAT HE HAS TO DO" as I cried.

I wrote out a care list for my pets tonight, contact lists of rescues and people they can be given to so that they are not just sent to some human society or put down. I watched my friend Barb's pets disposed of and hope by writing this out that my family will actually follow my wishes. Chances are they won't and will kill Nikki my dog though because she bites all strangers and they all think she is terrible to even be living now. All 8 pds or less of her. John would dump them off at the human society and pay the fee and walk away from all of it if he even put that much effort into it. Likely he will walk away and leave my parents to deal with everything.

I hate him. He will not stop hurting me

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